Marriage on the rocks

by Pascaline
(Alpharetta, U.S. A)

I have been married now almost five years, but Sam and myself knew ourselves back in high school about eighteen years ago.

So far, he is not a believer, but was raised by Christian parents.

The marriage from the get go has been on the rocks, and I am so tired and I have been in the court to file for separation. He has been in and out of the relationship, but because I want it to work, he has taken it to another level.

We have three children 14,4 and 18 months old, and he lives in the house without telling me his whereabout. I have felt he has been having affairs, but I do not know the lady and for how long this has been going on, but it definitely breaks my heart and affects everything that I do.

I was not working for a while, but he does not give me a dime, and treats me as a maid.

I need prayers and an advice on what to do, I am so confused.