My Relationship

by Jessica
(Florida)

I prayed about finding someone to show me how a man should really treat me. I met an amazing guy, the answer to my prayers. He treated me like a princess and I was the luckiest girl in the world. When I first started dating him, I thought he was saved and knew Christ. But soon found out he never truly got baptized and had a relationship with Jesus in his heart. I didn't know what to do but I had a feeling it would cause a future problem in our relationship because we were not equally yoked. In him not having a relationship with Christ, he was insecure about himself. I was always the strong one, the spiritual leader. Which I know is not the woman's role. Eventually, I felt God calling me to break up with him. I was completely at peace with it. I did it and he was devastated. But I knew it was the right thing to do because a week later he got baptized and now he is in love with Jesus. The day after I broke up with him up until now I have been so sad and missing him. I pray so much and beg God for answers. I'm emotionally drained and confused. Because I miss him and I want to be with him but I don't want to be with him if it isn't God's will. When I ask for advice I get mixed answers. Being with him again seems so right because he made me so happy, we live right by each other, we have the same friends and go to the same church and the one piece that was missing from our relationship is in him now.