Not alone

Well i recently have been going through some dry areas in my life...my walk with God had been strained. I had been hanging with people i shouldn't.I started to put them above God..my bible reading went out the window and prayer life was minimal..other than good morning i didnt speak to God. I was intimate with a man and i went to the doctor to see if anything happened with my foolish choice. I am happy to say my family took it well,they love me and support me. I am waiting for the test results but i already know that nothing will be found. God is the healer. I was found to be not pregnant. My walk was battered with these trial but God will prevail..nothing can seperate us from his love. I was my worst punishment for my actions i wouldn't forgive myself. I kept myself in condemnation..i can say with a clear conscience that i am forgiven by men and God and most by me. I have forgiven this man aswell..for taking advantage of me. It is better to forgive than be in Hell for not forgiving others and myself. Praise God he is my healer and restorer. Slowly i am finding myself in Christ Again. My family is rising with no sign of briuse or battering from these ashes together.