by Judi
(San Marcos)
Today I had an appt. with my psychiatrist and he talked with my therapist and they want to hospitalize me for more extensive treatment. They are both very concerned about suicide, and more concerned that it would be spontaneous meaning it wouldn't take much that would make me harm myself. They said all the red flags are there. I have major depression that has gotten worse in the last 3 weeks. I have no hope, I feel such an overwhelming emptiness inside me that won't go away.
I was able to talk my way out of going to the hosp. I haven't been taking my meds, so I have to start them up again continue seeing my therapist twice a week and then in two weeks if there is no improvement then I have to go. Now my therapist did not agree with the Dr. letting me wait. So I think she needs God's help on how to help me, and My Dr. needs God's wisdom and guidance with any decisions he will have to make concerning my treatment.
By the way my therapist is Christian and doesn't do anything before going to god. Thank you in advance for anyone who prays for me.
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praying for you
I am praying for your deliverance from depression. I have battled it myself. Please take your medication. It will help. It isbeing prescribed for a reason. Also, I think you really need to get into the word of God. You need to know that he loves you and has a plan and a purpose for your life. It is for you to be blessed and not to bring you to harm. I ask that God minister to you now by his Holy Spirit and I bind that spirit of depression and hopelessness right now in the name of Jesus! |
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Praying with you...
You know that I am praying with you. I sent you a personal email directly, so go ahead and respond to that when you get it if you want, but there's no pressure of course. I believe that God has some amazing things in store for you and that He has not in any way loosed His hold on you. He loves you so much and He is guiding, directing and protecting you. I get so frustrated when I hear the lies that others have told you about God not wanting you anymore. They are lies from the pit of hell. They are what Satan wants you to believe and not at all true. But, somewhere in your heart you know that. And, once we get started with our special course over the next few months, God is going to reveal His true self to you personally. You won't have to take anyone's word for it. He will prove to you that what they said is a lie and that His love that you can still feel deep within your heart - THAT is truth! I love you and I am praying for their wisdom and your strength. Ameerah |
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