Prayer Request; My engagement---the loss of my mother on Easter
I have been widowed for 6 years, my husband of 28 years was killed in a tragic accident while driving and drinking--no one else was hurt. My heart aches for him daily. A year later I lost my dad, and just this past Easter I lost my mom--Three of the most important people in my life.
I have isolated myself so much the last six years.
I did meet a Christian man a year ago and we have been engaged--but it is hard for me to let him in my life---we have not seen each other much lately with my mom's illness (she was living with me under hospice care)
About all I can do is go to my grandson's baseball games. I have not even been able to get out to church.
On top of all this I have several health problems, Fibromyalgia, chronic Fatigue, possible MS--and major depression most of my adult life -and much more---I think I had it for years mild form but after the death of my husband it all came out in full force.
My heart is struggling to know what to do about my engagement-I love him I do--I am just not sure I am ready to have someone in my life again---I think my biggest fear is loosing someone again.
I am 54--3 children and 4 grandchildren with one on the way---please pray for all of them. And they all love the man I am engaged to--he even joined my church his name is Larry