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Unworthy and Unlovable - Ameerah's Christian Testimony

by Ameerah Lewis
(Cincinnati, OH)

Founder of The Hem Bible Studies

Founder of The Hem Bible Studies



I guess to say that I have had a very interesting life would be an understatement...

I feel like I could write a book about how much God has done in my life, so you will have to excuse how looooong this testimony is (-:




I was actually raised Muslim. My grandfather is still a Muslim minister to this day, but I believe God is answering my prayers and working on my mother's heart so that she too can come into the Light.

Though both of my parents were confessing Muslims, my father struggled with a drug addiction through most of my childhood. I remember seeing him high and wondering why my daddy was so happy and my mommy was so mad about it.

Then I found a needle and took it to my mom. She told me to take it to my dad and ask him what it was. (I can not imagine what was going through her mind!She is an amazing woman and an excellent mother - she never did drugs or even drank so to be in this situation...)

When I was about four or so, my mother and I moved to Las Vegas for a few years for a break. While we were there, I was sexually abused for about a year by an older family member. I was warned that if I told my mother, she would not be able to love me anymore.

It would be years before I realized how much that little statement was going to affect the way that I looked at myself - UN-lovable and UN-worthy.

By about 14 I was experimenting with alcohol and marijuana. I just felt such an emptiness inside of myself. When I was high or drunk, I did not have any memories or pain. Like it does for many people, being intoxicated became my substitute for real peace.

At fifteen I started experimenting with sex. I was not what people would consider to be promiscuous, but, in my heart, I knew what I was doing was wrong. But, I already felt so damaged and unlovable.

I had internalized what I was told by my abusive family member, and I never really felt good enough.

I tried everything.

I even excelled academically thinking that it would make me lovable. I thought that if I had a good grade point average, was class vice president and did tons of community service, it would somehow make me worthy.

Bottom line - I had no peace.

I searched everywhere I could think of to find some, but I found nothing but emptiness.


In high school I started having symptoms of depression, and was given sleeping pills.

I was on my way to becomming one of this world's many statistics...

Young black girl
Drug addict father
Divorced parents
Sexually abused
Experimenting with drugs and sex...

And, in walks Jesus!
Hallelujah!!!


In the midst of all of the chaos of my childhood, my grandmother was a Christian. My mother would always let me go to church with her so that we could spend time together. But, whenever the choir would sing, something would happen inside of me. I could not understand it, but I would feel peace and joy. Sometimes, I would even start to cry.

As I got older, I stopped going to church with Granny, but that seed that God had planted inside of me was still there.

When I went off to college there was a gospel choir, and even though I was not a Christian, I decided to join. Being in the midst of praise and worship was one of the few memories that I had of true peace. I did not know it was because God inhabits the praises of His people and I had experienced the presence of God's Spirit. I just knew that it felt right.

Fast forwards several years, and I have finally found true peace and joy in the Lord.





Just a few of the things God has done:

*It has not been an easy journey, but I was able to trade my feelings of unworthiness for Jesus' worthiness.

*Though I was told that the abuse I experienced made me unlovable, I found out that a perfect God loved me just the way I was. In fact, he loved me enough to come to earth and die in my place, just to be reunited with me.

*The last time I saw my father, I asked him if I could pray with him. He agreed, and I prayed for him in Jesus name. I have heard that God has been working to turn his life around.

*Today, I am happily married to a great man of God. And God has blessed me to be able to start this web-ministry that blesses thousands of Christians each month.

I am the perfect example that God can use the foolish things of this world to confound the wise. And, I don't mind being considered one of my Father's foolish things...

And that is my Christian testimony!




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What the KJV Bible says... NEW
by: Anonymous


Use the KIng James Bible to win souls to Jesus Christ
because winning souls to Jesus is His purpose
for all Christians! See Matthew Chapter 28 it tells
the purpose for all Christians! It is for world wide
evangelism. Getting men to repent of their 'sins' and to
receive Jesus Christ as their LORD and Savior thereby
putting all their sins under the cleansing power of the
blood of Jesus! That is salvation! Read Ephesians 2: 8,9.

"...he that winneth souls is wise." Look it up!

The KJV Bible is the only bible WITHOUT a copyright!

All other bibles are corrupted by authors wanting to bring
glory to magnify themselves and not to exalt and magnify
the name of Jesus! Truly the King of Kings and LORD of
LORDS, the Mighty GOD, the Everlasting Father and
the LORD of Hosts... These are some of His Names et al!

Look up "Et al" in a legal dictionary!

Got it????


Your testimony NEW
by: Grace

Thanks for being such a blessing to the body of Christ. I bumped onto the web and what a dynamic teacher of the word you are.Your testimony has encouraged me because I'm pastoring in a community where there's a lot of brokenness and hurts due to similar experiences like yours, but your testimony is a witness that Jesus is able to restore. Thanks for your openness. Love you. Grace, South Africa

God Bless you...... NEW
by: Kamran John

Dear Ameerah

My name is Kamran John from Pakistan, I read your testimony. It's really touch my heart. I pray for those peoples who really don't know the God's promises, fruits of the Holy Spirit. I believe that God changes people and changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in God's hands for you to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..
Amen
God bless you my sister

overwhelmed NEW
by: samarialynn

so many of the same thinngs have happened to me i am so lost i know God loves me but i feel like im not worthy for this love r forgivness.. I came across this study about 3 years ago but being so mess up inside i could not find a way to hear Gods voice..im trying so hard now i dont trust any one i never tell any one my struggles but today i am writing this and maybe some can help me find my way back...

Thanks NEW
by: Carol

I just wanted to thank you for sharing your testimony and also for allowing God to use you and create this website. Iam enjoying the studies so much

unworthy and unlovable NEW
by: Catherine

God bless you. when I read this story of you, it reminded me of what happened to me and how i went to church with my grandma. thank God for grandmothers, you are a piece of jewel from God, you get the good work up. when i read your articles, i just go into solitude and meditation with the Lord. Thank God i found you. Blessings.

when God say yes, no one say NO NEW
by: Tuli

Ameerah, you have no idea what this website is meaning to us. God has let you to go through what you went through, to enable us to learn something out of it. i am glad and happy for your life. remember that when God is involved, success, happiness and blessings is the end of the story.

thanks and keep it up Girl

Tuli
oshakati

JESUS THE SAME YESTERDAY, TODAY & FOREVER NEW
by: priscilla

i thank God for your testimony, now i believe that if the Lord did it for you he can do it for me too.God bless you

the right part. NEW
by: teghen

my dear sister in christ.there is this statement in the bible and i love it very much......with us in mind God has a better plain.keep on moving you are on the right part leading to christ.

Encouraged
by: Anonymous

Dear Ameerah,

May the Lord richly bless you. Like you I have been through a lot. I was verbally bullied for all of the 11 years I was in school. I then married a bullying, physically violent man who would, kick me, make me sleep on the floor, starve me and lock me in our house preventing me from going to church. During this time I learned that the word of the Lord is powerful and that praise in the midst of your test, trial or storm is a weapon of demon destruction. I still struggle sometimes with feelings of unworthiness, self doubt and fear but I know that God is able to deliver me out of all my troubles. I recently re-married and the depression is trying to come back because of workplace bullying. I work with a group of women who are all in a clique. I don't join in with their drinking, swearing or dirty jokes so they do not speak to me. I was in tears when I found your website this evening but I am encouraged. Thank you, thank you, thank you. May the Lord bless you from Zion and make all your plans to succeed as you continue to give Him the glory.

We are all "foolish things" : )
by: Aunt SAM

My Dear Sister in Christ,

Reading your Christian Testimony is a total blessing, as well as an affirmation that we were both saved by and now serve "the same Lord"!

I just wanted to share with you something the Lord gave me when I asked Him in the beginning (at age 41) -- "What do I say to people when I try to share Your Truth with them and they point to my past as a reason not to give credit to it?" His answer, my Sister, was a question I am to ask them (should such ever occur): "If a fool tells the Truth, is the Truth any less the Truth?"

I too do not mind be considered having been among "the fools" -- for I would still be one today if not for His saving love and the leading of the Holy Spirit.

God Bless You!

Mallam
by: Bakari Bunga

Hi Ameerah,
Your testimony was inspirational to me. I share similar testimony with you. I was a devout Muslim from the northern part of Nigeria before Christ found me. I was persecuted, rejected, denied my rights and sent away from the family, but God in Christ gave me another family.Your ministry has made my Christian experience authentic. God bless you. Keep on with the good work.

Inspiring
by: Lena

Hi Ameerah, beautiful name! Wow, I relate to your story to a large degree. Thank you so much for sharing. My story is similar, only with several tragedies added to it, plus! I kinda think I am supposed to write a book about my life to help others. I am a Spirit filled Christian but just learning to hear Him. I need some teaching on walking in the Spirit. I think I will purchase your course when I am able. God bless you.

blessing
by: Anonymous

Thanks Ameerah! Your testimony is a blessing to all who read it!!

:)
by: Anonymous

Loved your testimony. You're amazing and God bless you!

Please do consider putting your ebooks on kindle, kobo and itunes if you haven't done so already.

Stay blessed.

Thank you!
by: Linda Aymond

Thank you for everything on your website. When I clicked on your video...I just loved your sweet, soothing voice as you talked about the Lord. You are a beautiful lady. What a wonderful testimony! God has turned your life around in such a dramatic way. When I have more time I would like to look into your programs for Bible study. What initially got my attention was the info. you had on nutrition. God bless you and your husband!

went to save a horse and a horse saved me
by: nick t

IN dec. of 2006 I was called by the lady taking care of my mare. She told me my mare had colic an would probably not survive the night.

I rushed down to the veterinarian clinic
where the doctor told me I would need $10,000
for the surgery that may or may not save my mare.
Well I didn't have anything close to $10,000
so he told me about a process where they would roll her over a few times and it may or may not dislodge her baby. I had very little choice in this matter so
we decided to go that route.
After flipping her over several times the doctor told me that they would try one more time and if she did not free up we would have to consider surgery. I just kept praying to Jesus that he would save my broodmare and her baby. I promised him from this day forward I would live and give all the glory to him!
In the next minute she was free and for the last 4 and one half years I have been living a christian life, going to bible studies and serving at my church! God is so great and I am glad he saved me and my thoroughbred that night in Chino, ca.
Tomorrow, Miraculous Baby will race in her first race at Del Mar racetrack in the sixth race as no. 6. July 28th, 2011. I dont know how well she will run tomorrow, but it is truly a miracle that she lives!

God Bless,
Nick T

wondering????
by: Anonymous

I see a lot of people in small towns.
i wonder if they're saved?
I see a lot of Methodist church's and Catholics but Not too much Pentecostal and church's that talk good word,
I talk to them about Jesus , and if they are saved, some are, some aren't, and some have no Idea or are in a hurry.
I see a lot of one's that are saved but are acting like the world. or are walking around offended.
I guess just pray for them and go on.

THE CLOSET DOOR
by: Anonymous

Like you I had many mountains to climb. When I read your testimony my eyes filled with tears. When I think on women like you and Joyce Meyer both abused,one by a father and the other a familiar face,I think of my past hurts. I'm not as brave or bold as you ladies are. I can so relate to your feeling of uselessness and shame that haunted me even to this day. I know God loves me and I sometimes feel like I am the blame for what happen to me.As a young girl I had cousins, males and females, as well as my half brothers to rob me of my self. Like your father, I filled my emptiness and pain on alcohol at the age of nine.I still sometimes feel I don't know how to love.I feel I have robbed my children of a joy filled life .I see me in them, all their mistakes, and I get so mad not at them, but myself,all the mistakes and the demons that hold me down. Yes I tried to kill myself,pills, wild sexual encounters. I felt like nobody loved me or will ever love someone like me. I endured abuse ,I felt I deserved it. I study Gods word, I want to live, breathe, and eat his word. I want to be all that God says I am .I would love to take your classes I'm not able at this time, I got hurt on my job and my husband is the only one working at this time. I just want to thank you for what you are doing for the sake of the kingdom. May God bless you and who knows maybe one day I will be able to take some of your classes keep the faith and may God lead your father safe in His arms.

Search Engine Blessing
by: Kitt

I was looking up the scripture passage Proverbs 31:30-31 and meanings of some of the words for a letter a was writing to ladies of my church who haven't been in a while when I come across your website. BOOM! I got hit with another one of God's blessings thru you and your ministry! Well, my Sister, you'll be seeing a lot more of me round this here site! Thank you for your minisrty and dedication. May God bless you and keep you in His ways!

Your Sister in Christ,

Kitt Dunn

Just a quick word and an encouragement
by: From Sydney

Hi Ameerah,

Have read not just your testimony but also the Christian healing section. The Bible study topics are a great encouragement, HOWEVER, in the Healing and Wholeness Bible Study section, when one scrolls down to the bottom, there are healing advertisement or notices that are highly unscriptural, and are the following: Reike healing, The Virgin Mary healing; Energy healing, and the Horoscopes. Virgin Mary was another human being like us who expressed her rejoicing in GOD her Savior (Luke 1: 46-47). Clearly she is not a GOD and therefore cannot heal. Reiki and energy healing replaces the healing power of the Holy Spirit. Anything that does not come from GOD is not of GOD. Horoscopes are a big no no for Christians. Please read Jer 8:2. I strongly encourage you to remove these advertisements from your website. These knowledge do not come from GOD. Surely GOD and Satan cannot share the same website just as Christ and Belial cannot share the same cup.

A Concern Mother
by: Sandra

My son was sexually abused by a family member when he was in the 3rd grade. It was 2 or 3 years before I found out about it. I have tried to let him know that he is loved. I get everything he ever wanted. My husband and I are always there for him, but it just seems there is something that is holding him back. I have confronted the family member and have nothing to do with him. I know there are other family members who say I should forget about it, but they don't know what it has done to my son, 17 years later. He is a good child, but I know the devil wants to have him. He does things that I know are against God, but he won't listen to me or my husband. I continue to prayer and keep telling him he is loved. You story really touched me and gave me hope that he will someday find the peace of God. Be Blessed in your continued work for God.

INSPIRED
by: Rita

AFTER READING YOUR TESTIMONY,I WAS MOVED IT SHOWED THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD WE FELT,HIS ALWAYS THERE TO LOVE US BACK.THANKS FOR ENCOURAGING ME.
RITA

welldone
by: tomike

keep up the good work, wombmate!

Thank you
by: Chosen Gardenia

Thank you for sharing your testimony, and for creating this beautiful website. I have struggled with feelings of low self worth for as long as I can remember, and am just now beginning to understand and believe my true worth in God's eyes. I am confident I will come forth as pure gold through Christ Jesus, and am excited about how God will use me now that I'm not believing Satan's lies anymore. God bless you.

Words of Courage
by: Blessed

Blessed be the holy name of our savior and Lord Jesus.

Greetings to you my sis. Ameerah,

congratulations to you and your brand new baby. Precious bundle of joy. Thanks for your testimony.

What the devil ment for bad,our father turns it always into a blessing, and you becacme his objective, isen't that awsome? That is the very essence for our faith in Him, to konw that as a child of God, not to worry when things seems not to be going straight. I could go on on, as achild of God, He will work it out, just trust Him. You are richly bless and any thing that you touch will turn into a blessing, I thank God for faithful servants for Kesus, because He is all we have, be bless,
Sis, Blessed

Words of Courage
by: Blessed

Blessed be the holy name of our savior and Lord Jesus.

Greetings to you my sis. Ameerah,

congratulations to you and your brand new baby. Precious bundle of joy. Thanks for your testimony.

What the devil ment for bad,our father turns it always into a blessing, and you becacme his objective, isen't that awsome? That is the very essence for our faith in Him, to konw that as a child of God, not to worry when things seems not to be going straight. I could go on on, as achild of God, He will work it out, just trust Him. You are richly bless and any thing that you touch will turn into a blessing, I thank God for faithful servants for Kesus, because He is all we have, be bless,
Sis, Blessed

Words of Courage
by: Blessed



Blessed be the holy name of our savior and Lord Jesus.

Greetings to you my sis. Ameerah,

congratulations to you and your brand new baby. Precious bundle of joy. Thanks for your testimony.

What the devil ment for bad,our father turns it always into a blessing, and you becacme his objective, isen't that awsome? That is the very essence for our faith in Him, to konw that as a child of God, not to worry when things seems not to be going straight. I could go on on, as achild of God, He will work it out, just trust Him. You are richly bless and any thing that you touch will turn into a blessing, I thank God for faithful servants for Kesus, because He is all we have, be bless,
Sis, Blessed

Words of Courage
by: Blessed



Blessed be the holy name of our savior and Lord Jesus.

Greetings to you my sis. Ameerah,

congratulations to you and your brand new baby. Precious bundle of joy. Thanks for your testimony.

What the devil ment for bad,our father turns it always into a blessing, and you becacme his objective, isen't that awsome? That is the very essence for our faith in Him, to konw that as a child of God, not to worry when things seems not to be going straight. I could go on on, as achild of God, He will work it out, just trust Him. You are richly bless and any thing that you touch will turn into a blessing, I thank God for faithful servants for Kesus, because He is all we have, be bless,
Sis, Blessed

LED
by: SISTER IN CHRIST

DEAR AMEERAH,

I WAS LOOKING FOR A BIBLE COURSE AND GOD LED ME TO YOU. I SPEAK BLESSING ON YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. MAY YOU CONTINUE TO PROSPER AND BE IN GOOD HEALTH.

Halleuia
by: A sister in Christ Jesus

Dear Ameerah
I praise God reading your wonderful testimony and used in the mighty Hand of God.
May God use more and more to be the light and salt of the earth for many to come to know the truth that set one free.amen
i would love to join your classeson fruit of the spirit. can you give me your personal id so that i can be in touch with you.
love from india

Thank you
by: Anonymous

Dear Ameerah,
thank you for the wonderful testimony
you have shared. Your life is the canvas on which others can see JESUS.
Praise The Lord!

Thank you
by: Anonymous

Dear Ameerah,
thank you for the wonderful testimony
you have shared. Your life is the canvas on which others can see JESUS.
Praise The Lord!

the Lord spoke to me
by: mrs.b

You have a truly beautiful testimony. Thank you for responding to God and letting Him take your life and make it a beautiful encouragement and testimony. The Lord spoke to me earlier this year about creating a website of encouragement for hurting people. However I have no idea how to do it.Would you be willing to tell me how to do it. I really believe in your vision and perhaps we could partner together. If you could let me know what the Lord says to you it would be greatly appreciated.I want to be obedient to what God has called me to do and be. Thank you for being an example of how God can truly transform a life. You are the best example of beauty for ashes I have encountered thus far. peace and blessings to you always. my email is annointed4prosperity@yahoo.com thank you.

Thank you
by: Anonymous

God Bless for obeying God!

Thank you
by: Anonymous

God Bless for obeying God!

Thank you
by: Anonymous

God Bless for obeying God!

holy ghost!
by: Anonymous

Act 2:1 And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place.
Act 2:2 And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting.
Act 2:3 And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them.
Act 2:4 And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.
HERE'S HOW U GET it:Act 2:37 Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do?
Act 2:38 Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.

livingbetterat50+
by: carol doyel

Dear Ameerah-
I love your site! I could not find your "contact" info so I'm leaving a comment. we're looking for nutritional information/content for our new online magazine for women 50+. I think your content would compliment our other contributors and our vision.
If you would be interested in being a guest blog or submitting articles for our site we give full credit with a link back to your site. I can be reached at carol@livingbetterat50.com.
thank you!

Imagine Hope without Hope
by: Hope

I'm home sick today. It seems this past year has been one of physical and emotional sickness. Our testimonies are so similar it has to be a God-thing that I came across your website. I've only been a believer for a little more than 6 years and never thought that I would be the Hope without Hope, but I have to say that lately I've been concerned that my faith would fail me. He always takes over in perfect time. Unloved and unworthy...hmm...yes. Your teaching was God's voice - the One I was beginning to think I couldn't recognize - He sent you just in time. I have believed the enemy's lies over God's truth because most of the people in my life have shown me that the enemy was right - but he wasn't right, was he. He isn't right. Why does God repeatedly show me and tell me of His love yet the enemy can ruin it and cast doubts with little effort.
In your audio teaching, you kept saying, "God loves you. He loves you. He had me do this program just to tell you how much..." Thank you for being obedient to Him. I know that He is going to teach me to hear His voice better through your teachings. God bless you Ameerah. God bless everyone you love, everything you touch, and every effort you make to bring Him glory!

Thank God I was searching the Web
by: God's Design

What an amazing testimony. I was searching the web for Fruit of the Spirit material because I want to have a seminar. Thank God for letting me find your page. I am putting you in my favorites, so that I wont lose this information. It has been revealed to me by various clergy that I have a call on my life to help women of all ages. The message was "God said he is raising you up for ministry, study the word and most importantly get understanding". I bless the Lord for you and what he has done in your life. I am inspired and encouraged, and emmpowered. May you continue to do the work of the kingdom, and I hope to meeet you one day in person.

Thank God I was searching the Web
by: God's Design

What an amazing testimony. I was searching the web for Fruit of the Spirit material because I want to have a seminar. Thank God for letting me find your page. I am putting you in my favorites, so that I wont lose this information. It has been revealed to me by various clergy that I have a call on my life to help women of all ages. The message was "God said he is raising you up for ministry, study the word and most importantly get understanding". I bless the Lord for you and what he has done in your life. I am inspired and encouraged, and emmpowered. May you continue to do the work of the kingdom, and I hope to meeet you one day in person.

Depression for most of my life
by: Ruby

I always felt like I needed to proof my self worthy to be loved of pepole. I tried to do things for people to care about me. I always felt like that I was an ugly person. So when my husband Mark came into my life and began to so me love and affection, I thought I found the man that God wanted me to have. Little did I know that he was badly abused as a child in every way.
The way that I found out about 3 weeks into our marriage he would play these mind games on me, telling things to get me excited and then laugh in my face about it. I began to think that I made a mistake to marry him, but I went and talked to his mom she told me worrible things that his daddy would do to him. Then I felt sorry for him and try to see the good in him through all of the bad things that he would do to me. Finally, after 17 years of (hell) I finally manged to break free from him I had to go into a Women's shelter to escape him and his evil schemes.I just recently got out and now I have a protective order hearing Nov 22, 2010 please pray for God's will to be done.
I just want to say to you that you truly blessed me about your testimony.I see such an amazing Woman that knows who she is in the Lord. Thank u for your obedience to your call to make a stand.I am very excited to get to know u more better. I pray for the blessings of the Lord to overtake u in everything u do for His Kingdom.

Depression for most of my life
by: Ruby

I always felt like I needed to proof my self worthy to be loved of pepole. I tried to do things for people to care about me. I always felt like that I was an ugly person. So when my husband Mark came into my life and began to so me love and affection, I thought I found the man that God wanted me to have. Little did I know that he was badly abused as a child in every way.
The way that I found out about 3 weeks into our marriage he would play these mind games on me, telling things to get me excited and then laugh in my face about it. I began to think that I made a mistake to marry him, but I went and talked to his mom she told me worrible things that his daddy would do to him. Then I felt sorry for him and try to see the good in him through all of the bad things that he would do to me. Finally, after 17 years of (hell) I finally manged to break free from him I had to go into a Women's shelter to escape him and his evil schemes.I just recently got out and now I have a protective order hearing Nov 22, 2010 please pray for God's will to be done.
I just want to say to you that you truly blessed me about your testimony.I see such an amazing Woman that knows who she is in the Lord. Thank u for your obedience to your call to make a stand.I am very excited to get to know u more better. I pray for the blessings of the Lord to overtake u in everything u do for His Kingdom.

GLORY TO GOD!!
by: SANJAY SINGH

Hi, this specific testimony has touched my heart and the realms of my soul. I love u my sister Ameerah with the love of Jesus. You are truly a powerful instrument of God. You will be blessed for your tireless efforts in empowering others with the Power of God. Best Regards, Yours in Christ! Sanjay Singh!

What a testimony
by: Jamie

I just began prison ministry and God put prayer on my heart as my next topic to minister on. I'm glad that I found your site and thought your testimony was befitting to the women I minister to. So many women who find themselves incarcerated probably feel the same way you did, unworthy and unlovable. But my goal is to teach them that developing a relationship with Jesus Christ is the best relationship they could ever have and it will show them just how worthy and lovable they are. Continue to be Blessed and a blessing.

Jamie

Thank YOU
by: Mary

Hello my sister in the LORD. I am thankful for telling your story and for using it to share the gospel. Your online ministry is a blessing.

God bless you and keep the faith!

Evangelist Mary Claybourne

Thank YOU
by: Mary

Hello my sister in the LORD. I am thankful for telling your story and for using it to share the gospel. Your online ministry is a blessing.

God bless you and keep the faith!

Evangelist Mary Claybourne

God's amazing grace
by: Tessy Ogedengbe

Thanks for sharing Sister. We are all candidates of His unmerited favor and mercy. By grace we are saved not of works lest any man should boast about that.

God's amazing grace
by: Tessy Ogedengbe

Thanks for sharing Sister. We are all candidates of His unmerited favor and mercy. By grace we are saved not of works lest any man should boast about that.

God's amazing grace
by: Tessy Ogedengbe

Thanks for sharing Sister. We are all candidates of His unmerited favor and mercy. By grace we are saved not of works lest any man should boast about that.

Unworthy and Unlovable
by: Betty


Ameerah! Isn't God wonderful! Awesome.

I came across your site this morning as I was searching for a free Bible Study online longing to be in the presence of God.
Your testimony has deeply and trully touched my heart as I read with great interest. Yes, God uses the foolish things of this world to confound the wise, Amen!

Beauty
by: Anonymous

Thanks for your wonderful testimony and lessons.

Praise the lord
by: Pennie

This is such a beautiful Terstimony of what God can, and will do. All we got to do is trust him and He will see us through any situation that may arise in our life.

Praise the lord
by: Pennie

This is such a beautiful Terstimony of what God can, and will do. All we got to do is trust him and He will see us through any situation that may arise in our life.

Gods stepchild
by: Anonymous

Well this is how I feel. I also felt unworthy because I also did the wrong things because I was sorly dissappointed in life. I have never forgiven myself for the wrong I have done to myself andothers which include my family members especially my mother. Although I love God nad try desperately to do his will I do not get it right. I fail God so much that I do not feel worthy of Him. I am very happy that you are able tofit in with His plan for your life. I do hope I get to Heaven when I die. My greatest fear is to lose God or for Him to turn His back on me.Pray for me.

Gods stepchild
by: Anonymous

Well this is how I feel. I also felt unworthy because I also did the wrong things because I was sorly dissappointed in life. I have never forgiven myself for the wrong I have done to myself andothers which include my family members especially my mother. Although I love God nad try desperately to do his will I do not get it right. I fail God so much that I do not feel worthy of Him. I am very happy that you are able tofit in with His plan for your life. I do hope I get to Heaven when I die. My greatest fear is to lose God or for Him to turn His back on me.Pray for me.

Thank You
by: Anonymous

Thank you for sharing your testimony. God has definitely brought you out of that darkness that was prevalent in your past life. God makes all things new and I see His work in you. You are such a blessing to me for starting this ministry. For years, I always wanted to start a women's ministry for abused and battered women. Your definitely carrying out God's plan.

New to this
by: Donna

Pleade pray for me as I am a new Christian and want more than anything to have a personal relationship with my Lord and Saviour.

I know the pain you carried threw life
by: sharon

I know the pain you had because I always felt like a child with no love growing up. I won;t go in to details because I still haven't let go of the past.I have to learn how to forgive myself before I can forgive. Reading your testmony I could see my life in a way. the only thing is there are some years I just don't remeber maybe someday God will revele them to me when I totally forgive. God bless you and your family and always seek after God ....Thank you for your testmony

Right and Wrong thinking, and believing,
by: Kirk C,

Hi ameerah, Gods taught me alot of things about finances, what to spend on , and what to save on, and wisdom on finances too,being a blessing to others and not in finances only, God knows where your heart is and knows when you do somethiing for someone out of your heart, and then itll be a blessing , and not a curse,
God wants us to have things but to not let the things have us,
alot of people are hung up over this stuff and theres alot of wrong teaching going on,
too, it could be parents or relatives or friends that have hangups, but when you getting something or believing God for someting?
Dont tell anyone about it
its none of thier business,
when you get something or God bleses you then people will pay attention dont tell them anything, when they see it they will pay attention,
It'll be for Gods glory,

Thank you!
by: Eva

What an awesome testimony of the strength of God's power in your life, Ameerah! I am so thankful to have come across your website. Thank you for not holding onto your pain. You must have been able to completely forgive in order to be as free as you are to be used by God. If possible, please pray for me that I am able to walk in the same level of forgiveness and healing.

God Makes Us Wonderful
by: Gary

Physical Violence, Alcohol & Verbal Abuse, and "Demonic" actions ruled my family. I understand how hard it can be to believe in one's worth and a good God.

I think many people underestimate personal Bible Reading, Bible Meditation, and Bible Study.

Now don't get me wrong. I know there's much more to dealing with life's obstacles than the Bible.

Until a person begins to get to know God and pray to God, they will always feel unworthy.

The main point of the Bible is that you and I are worthy. That's why God sent His Son to die for us. We are worthy because God's Son justified us.

Even as a child, I never felt that I wasn't worthy. I was a child of God. With this knowledge I was able to overcome the physical abuse, and the present day verbal, drug, and alcohol abuse still present with in the family.

Thank You faithful servant of the Most HIGH!
by: Anonymous

I will try to be brief, I have been going through a lot lately. I am a full Gospel Minister myself, my wife recently gave birth to our little baby girl with a complex heart defect. She has Hypoplastic Right heart disease amoungst other heart disorders. It has been a very trying time for us all, especially on my faith. Tonight I felt very overwhelmed and that is an understatement; I felt to research healing scriptures and it lead me to your site. I was blessed beyound measure with one of your healing prayers and I made it my daughters confession of healing as her Father. Secondly, as I simply read a few things on your site the Holy Spirit came into my room and let me tell you it was a time of refreshment in the Spirit and fellowship that I so desperately needed! I give GOD all the Glory but yet I also realize that you and your site played a huge role in being an available tool for this all to take place tonight....thank you faithful daughter of the KING! May the Lord continue to bless you with all of HIS abundance!

Your story is remarkable
by: Anonymous

I just want to share with you what a beautiful testimony you have. I have always struggled with feelings of inferiority and unworthiness that I believe stem from the fact that I never had a father, or rather, he passed away when I was little. I hope your life continues to be blessed and filled with all the good things of God! Thank you for sharing your story. Praise Jesus!

Praise God!
by: Anonymous

Praise God for fulfilling His purpose in your life! I am thakful for your testimony and that God is using you to minister to others.

GOd Bless You
by: Anonymous

Your testimony brought back some old memories of what happen to me as child. I always felt worthless and unlovable. Even today I feel like I am not a good as everyone else. Like you I went through a phase of going relationship to relationship. I tried the drugs and alcohol. I did not become addicted, but yet I did it.

Your testimony was a blessing to me and I just want to say Thank you for letting God use you to share with otters. There are a lot of hurting women that need to read your testimony to how God can work miracles and heal the brokenness.

Recently I became a minster and I want o b able to help other hurting women and let therm know that God is a healer and a deliver. There is nothing God can't do if we just take the limitations off of him. I was just blessed by your testimony.


God Bless You
by: Anonymous

I am signing up today and just wanted to thank you for sharing your blessings with me. Your testimony alone has blessed my heart.We have so many young women at my church who feel as if God does not love them and I would like to share this with them also. May God continue to bless you

Proverbs 31
by: Crystal

Thank you for allowing the LORD to use you in this most special way. I am beginning this Bible study today and expecting great things. Do not ever give up it is not an option in anything your doing for the LORD according to his will I am praying for you. Your Sister in Christ !4/14/10

Proverbs 31
by: Crystal

Thank you for allowing the LORD to use you in this most special way. I am beginning this Bible study today and expecting great things. Do not ever give up it is not an option in anything your doing for the LORD according to his will I am praying for you. Your Sister in Christ !4/14/10

praise GOD
by: Anonymous

Dear Ameera,
God is soooooo Good,loving and kind, with our molecular braiNs cant fathom it, except by seeing all of it calvary , every person is sooo very special to Him,thank you for your wonderful website, God bless you more n more,
regards,GOD BLESS YOU.

God help
by: monique

Ameerah's God really bring you tru alot of thing. God is good. This was God devine when i get contact with you because it fell like everything around me going wrong marriage, childrens and finace have me depressed I thank God for you and i just deceided to check my email today i saw your mail. keep me in pray please because i really want to do God work.

Amazing Love
by: Karen

I so could relate to your testimony in many ways. from the sexual abuse to the alcohol and drugs. I did not try to excel, but rather i just tried to destroy myself. I went deep into drugs and alcohol as only a little only lasted for only a bit. Abandoned and abused by every man I have ever known made it very hard to even begin to trust the very God who created them. I am so glad that He is not them and that Jesus only walked with them, and not as them.

God is amazing
by: Love

God really works in wonderous and amazing ways. I, myself, has been sexually abused when I was in elementary grade. I also had the feeling that I had to excel in everything else to be able to cover up from that feeling of being unworthy of anybody's love. I became a leftist in school and helped organize many rallies against the government, one even had a president ousted. To all these, my parents are in the dark why I turned out to be like that. I tried drugs, sex, drunkeness and almost everything that would make me feel important to myself. During late college, I started to have vaginal bleeding, I was bleeding heavily for almost 3 months, my parents are worried. Then one day, our local pastora (woman pastor), had a dream that one of the reasons why things are the way they were is because I have hatred in my heart...I started to break down and spill everything about the abuse I experienced. My mom was shocked, she didn't know about it. (only me, the pastora and my mom is present that time) She did not expect that because the guy who abused me is close to our family before we moved back to the province. Just then and there, when I decided to let go of all the hatred and the anger, I felt release. I went back to the abuser's place cause I wanted to tell him that I've already forgiven him. It's just too bad he's not anymore around. He died and I lost the chance to tell him I've forgiven him for his misdeeds during my childhood.

Now, by God's grace, I feel inner peace. My college friends who knew the old me would always comment the changes they could see in me through God's grace. The bleeding also stopped. Now, I'm already working in Dubai and am a part of the music ministry at church.

To God be the glory.

Praise God!
by: Melissa

Ameerah,

I am deeply touched by your amazing testimony. Isn't God truly wonderful? I was abused as a child and told I was unworthy, unlovable, that I was fat, dumb, stupid, ugly and would never amount to anything. It took years and a wonderful husband to show me that God does indeed love me and that I am worthy and lovable. If God loves me then anyone can. I used to think that because my mother didn't love me, no one could love me. Now I know that is not true. Thank you for sharing your inspirational story.


God Bless You
by: Anonymous

God bless you for your testimony. I pray that you will be soaked in the Blood of Jesus and become a powerful witness among Muslims for Jesus. I claim, in the Mighty Name of Jesus, that your parents will come to know Jesus as their personal Savior, and will one day be with you in Paradise.

Awesome God
by: Truby

Ameerah,
your testimony was very inspirational. Your honesty is what makes you so real. I am a practicing SDA by faith and love the Lord Jesus Christ very much. I just want to say thank you for being real because this is what people need today so they don't feel alone when they have gone through difficult times in their past. May God bless you and your family my sister.

Jesus is coming soon,
Truby

Trusting God,
by: Anonymous

God is soo merciful total of us,
i mean i get short of patience sometimes on messing with this dirtbike,
but i settle down, and then ask the Holy spirit to help me and hes always there to bring me out of the situation im in,
really merciful and understanding is God all the time, if we just trust in God then everything else will fall into place,

Trusting God,
by: Anonymous

god is soo merciful total of us i mean i get short of patience sometimes on messingnwith this dirtbike, but i settle down, and then ask the Holy spirit to help me and hes always there to bring me out of the situation im in,
really merciful and understanding is God all the time, if we just trust in god then everything else will fall into place,

ALLOW GOD TO LEAD YOU
by: INLIGHTMV

THIS HAS BEEN AN OPEN DOOR FOR ME.... AS I LIE IN MY BED MY SPIRIT SPRANG UP AND I WAS LED TO GOOGLE SEARCH FOR "GOD LEAD BIBLE STUDIES" AND WAS LED TO YOUR WEBSITE... ONLY GOD CAN TAKE YOU BY THE HAND, MIND, SPIRT AND GUIDE YOU TO PLACES WHERE YOU GAIN UNDERSTANDING ON YOUR DESTINY, HOW TO CONNECT TO HIS WORD, HOW TO LOVE, SHARE, FIND PEACE... BUT MOST OF ALL ... HOW TO BE WHOLE IN CHRIST - AND SHARE THAT WHOLENESS OF HOLINESS WITH UNBELIEVERS OR SEEKERS. GOD HAS GIVEN AMEERAH HIS COVENANT AND SIGNATURE BLESSING THAT SHE WILL TOUCH MANY PEOPLE THROUGHOUT THE WORLD.
MAY GOD STRENGHTEN YOU FOR MORE DIVINE CHRISTIAN EDUCATION EXPLOITS... IN JESUS NAME, MAY ALL WHO COME TO THIS SITE AND LEARN, BE FILLED WITH THE HOLY SPIRT OF GOD,HIS PEACE AND HIS LOVE

MARION (UK)

ALLOW GOD TO LEAD YOU
by: INLIGHTMV

THIS HAS BEEN AN OPEN DOOR FOR ME.... AS I LIE IN MY BED MY SPIRIT SPRANG UP AND I WAS LED TO GOOGLE SEARCH FOR "GOD LEAD BIBLE STUDIES" AND WAS LED TO YOUR WEBSITE... ONLY GOD CAN TAKE YOU BY THE HAND, MIND, SPIRT AND GUIDE YOU TO PLACES WHERE YOU GAIN UNDERSTANDING ON YOUR DESTINY, HOW TO CONNECT TO HIS WORD, HOW TO LOVE, SHARE, FIND PEACE... BUT MOST OF ALL ... HOW TO BE WHOLE IN CHRIST - AND SHARE THAT WHOLENESS OF HOLINESS WITH UNBELIEVERS OR SEEKERS. GOD HAS GIVEN AMEERAH HIS COVENANT AND SIGNATURE BLESSING THAT SHE WILL TOUCH MANY PEOPLE THROUGHOUT THE WORLD.
MAY GOD STRENGHTEN YOU FOR MORE DIVINE CHRISTIAN EDUCATION EXPLOITS... IN JESUS NAME, MAY ALL WHO COME TO THIS SITE AND LEARN, BE FILLED WITH THE HOLY SPIRT OF GOD,HIS PEACE AND HIS LOVE

MARION (UK)

Working with Muslims
by: Gerard

Your testimony is awesome & inspiring!
I have a burden for Muslims & pray that God uses you in a mighty way to let our muslim brethren know the truth about Jesus as Lord & Master.
Many muslim girls are probably going through similar situations. May the Lord Jesus use you more & more. God Bless

Lost, lonely and hurt...I need God!
by: Anonymous

I felt in my heart that I wanted and want to be closer to God. So much has happened to me over the past 4 years. I lost my fiance...found him dead on his kitchen floor...lost my grandma (not by blood but by heart) and lost my best friend, uncle and aunt during the same time period. The pain still exsists in my heart, even though, I know that they are in a better place with the Lord. I had a good job, the job went sour. I was so stressed on the job, the boss was terrible to me. Made comments about me that were not true. Did everything to make me leave...eventually I went on short term disability and eventually just never returned. Friends turned their backs on me. Coworkers that I had stood up for, turned their backs on me also. I felt and still feel like a failure. I started drinking, having sex with my then boyfriend who left me too and wont even speak to me when he sees me. I drank to stop the pain but deep in my heart I knew all I needed was God. I started attended a different church because the church I was attending...well the pastor pretty much said that a person does not have to speak in tounges to get there point across to God. My gift flowed freely and seeing that there was only 3 people in that particular church who had the gift, I knew I was one of the one he was talking about. I felt that I had to hold back my gift. I felt people laughing at me and someone even walked up to me one day and said...my grandma said you be acting up in church and sorta laughed. I felt alone. My family is so broken! I just want to know God, I want to be intimate with him. I ran across your site and read your testimony. Thank you for this site! I am currently a pursing a PhD in Education...but I feel that God is leading me to a degree in Christian studies instead...to learn more about him, his word and his love for me. I feel so alone. I am a single mother and I have to be better for me and my son. I thank God for my mother who helps me with him. Thank God, he is in a loving christian school. Thank you and God bless.

God is Incredible
by: Ruth

Sister Ameera in our Savior Jesus Christ:

My heart is just about to burst from God's goodness. I have been oppressed by the spirit of fear for quite a while. Finally, today I decided to do something about it. I decided to search for everything I can read on the subject...read quite a few which didn't do much to quell how I was feeling or needed to do to get rid of this evil thing that torments me constantly. I finally dug yours up at around midnight...read through and went...this is it! I felt the peace and love of God...I felt you speaking directly to me! I scrolled to the bottom, saw a beautiful picture and guess what? We live in the same town! I wanted to scream at this point...except my husband is sleeping peacefully next to me. You are a real beacon to all who have lost hope but won't give up the fight for our faith. The blood of Jesus Christ was shed and it is too costly for those of us with this in mind to give up. Please, please do not ever give this up if you can...it's hope to the lost and looking. Did I also tell you I have always envisioned myself touching the Savior to be made whole? Coincidence on finding you? I think not! Praise God Almighty!

Kinship & Spiritual Food
by: Candy

When I first found your site yesterday there was a peace that came over me. I was searching for a free bible study on the Holy Spirit and discovered you. I almost instantly felt a sense of kinship in the Spirit before I had even done the due diligence of checking out the site. It is without doubt the kind of web ministry that will feed the spiritually hungry and encourage them in their walk with the Lord. I have only began to explore the abundance of this spiritual "meal" which the Lord has empowered you to prepare but even the little I have tasted leaves me satisfied. It is a joy to share with the family of God at the Lord's table partaking of His presence and truth. I have shared this site with a friend who then shared it with a friend. May our dear Lord bless you and continue to fill you up to overflowing as you serve Him by sharing His spiritual manna with others. May this holy site continue to be used by Him for years to come. May He also bless all who assist and support you in this ministry.

Candy

God is Good!!!!
by: stephen B.

I have a testimony of drugs and alcohol and a feeling of just not fitting in, with any group of people I have been with. After years of wasting my life, drug treatment programs, I moved to west virginia, right outside the maryland state line. Here I have found a baptist church that I love and have given my life to Jesus Christ and things have changed like I could not have imagined. I am now my pastor's armourbearer and vice president of the usher's board. I feel the need to draw closer to my Lord and saviour because the enemy is trying me the more I try to do right. But God's promises say ask, seek and knock so I come to your site for knowledge praise God.

Hallelujah!
by: Bonnie

I had been having a hard time figuring out what God's will is in a certain predicament of my life... When i searched "how to hear God's voice", I stumbled across your page. After reading what was available on the web, I decided to purchase the audio lesson. Praise be to the Lord because He works in miraculous ways. God is so good! Bits and pieces of your audio lesson repeated several things that I had been encountering lately and that God had put in my heart. It really encouraged me and I was finally able to draw closer to God afterwards.

thank you!




Believing in "God Things"
by: Anonymous

Ameerah,

Recently the Lord has laid on my heart the condition of my divided heart. Much of that division is the lack of meaningful prayer, the continual communication that I had with Him in years past. I have a great resource tool ( _Face to Face_ by Dr. Kenneth Boa) that I want to use, and I thought that perhaps there were some online resources that could enrich that tool. I then searched and stumbled on your site this morning. I looked around, and quite frankly, I saw your face, and thought....pretty black lady! Hmmm,I wonder if she's a kook? (Hey, we are instructed to be wise as serpents and innocent as doves) I then decided to see if you had areas to send for weird tribal scraps of cloth for a monetary fee and then all my problems would disappear! LOL!!
Much to my delight, as I looked I discovered that this is what I had asked God to send me. We all know that God would never send us to a kooky person either! I enjoyed reading your testimony, and thank you so much for your heart of ministry.
I'll be using your resource tools throughout 2010. I believe that this ministry is a "God-Thing"
Monica


Awesome...touched my heart
by: Judith

I am a "church going Christian", but haven't been going as often or spending time with God as I should. Last night I prayed for ways to grow closer to Him & today I used the Dogpile search engine to type in..."fellowship with other women of God online", & yours is the first site I clicked on. I have only just read your statement of faith & Testimony & know God has lead me to the right website right away. HE ANSWERS PRAYERS! Thank you for your testimony & statement of faith...God bless you & He will answer your prayers about your father...I will also pray for your father. I look forward to getting involved with what's going on here.

GLORY to GOD
by: Mirielle

Hi Ameerah,

You have a great website here. Great to read your testimony. GLORY BE TO GOD. I am a christian woman, Holy GHOST filled blood washed in the precious blood of JESUS. YOur topic about " How to hear from GOD" blessed my life. THANK YOU Very much. I will continue checking out your WEBSITE. Be Bless WOMAN of GOD>

Mirielle

Glory be to God!
by: Anonymous

Dear Ameerah,

Thank you for your testimony and for your wonderful ministry. Praise God you came out of this situation strengthened and ready to serve Him.

...I regard as good the exiles from Judah, whom I sent away from this place to the land of the Babylonians. My eyes will watch over them for their good, and I will bring them back to this land. I will build them up and not tear them down; I will plant them and not uproot them. I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the LORD. They will be my people, and I will be their God, for they will return to me with all their heart. (Jeremiah 24:5-7).

May God bless you and let many be led to Him through you.

Olesja

thankyou
by: donn ash

greetings sister and many thankyous for your honesty and truth, for giving me a hope that God can turn something really bad into something realy beautiful, making the impossibe possible. I sincerly thankyou also for your wonderful sharing of the word of God and for free too. you feel like you have the fingerprints of Jesus all over you. I hope you get this mail and that i can share many conversations and have fellowship with you. Life can be so lonely and deceptive at times May the love of God and Christ anf the fellowship of the Holy spirit draw us close so that we can glorify his holy name and shine in his de-light, much love God Bless and shalom
Donna

Bipolar Spouse
by: K. Anonymous

I am so thankful to God that he has given you these talents and this ministry. I am married to a recently diagnosed bipolar spouse. I have felt lost and confused and worthless the last few years because of his bipolar. When the diagnosis came in, suddenly all of his behaviors made sense. My sister is also a sister in the Lord and she has been a tremendous support for me. I struggle daily with the challenges of being married to a bipolar spouse. In addition to those challenges, he has been laid off twice this year; I am currently physically unable to work due to injuries sustained in a car accident and we face issues of a blended family and the children we have from previous marriages. I stumbled upon your ministry surfing the internet looking for support and found that someone had recommended your site. Praise God!!! I look forward to all of the benefits that being a VIP has to offer. Thank you for following what God has clearly put in front of you. Many Blessings, K

Bipolar Spouse
by: K. Anonymous

I am so thankful to God that he has given you these talents and this ministry. I am married to a recently diagnosed bipolar spouse. I have felt lost and confused and worthless the last few years because of his bipolar. When the diagnosis came in, suddenly all of his behaviors made sense. My sister is also a sister in the Lord and she has been a tremendous support for me. I struggle daily with the challenges of being married to a bipolar spouse. In addition to those challenges, he has been laid off twice this year; I am currently physically unable to work due to injuries sustained in a car accident and we face issues of a blended family and the children we have from previous marriages. I stumbled upon your ministry surfing the internet looking for support and found that someone had recommended your site. Praise God!!! I look forward to all of the benefits that being a VIP has to offer. Thank you for following what God has clearly put in front of you. Many Blessings, K

Blessed
by: Toni

I discovered your website today. How refreshing to read your statement of faith and beliefs. May God richely bless all your efforts to serve him.
I have served God for many years. Recently God is guiding me, and burdening me more on building strength and fellowship among Christian women.

Your Strength
by: Geraldine

Ameerah,
I have read your life's testimony and your reason for being absent from your website.
What God has done through you and for you have been amazing.
Your voice seems to have so much joy, and the confidence of knowing that you and your husband's little daughter is with her savior, she is only surrounded by love daily.
I admire your courage, I know it only come from a relation with our creator.
Your humblness before God in your trial is giving me hope to continue looking to Him. I ask that God bless you tremendously.


PS.
I volunteer with a group called 40 days for life, we walk in front of Planned Parenthood clinics for young girls and women seeking abortions. Most of the girls getting abortions are AfricanAmerican women. We need much prayer, for all locations including your state. There is a place called Her Choice, which seeks to offer these women counseling and some type of finanical help and also classes, we have no Africian Americans involved these girls only see white faces so does this subject matter to us, are we valuable do we respect or selves and value our own.
please get the word out to your faithful followers.

Unlovable Unworthy Ameerah
by: Anonymous

Dear, Dear Ameeerah.. I am very touched by your testimony and humility and honesty.So refreshing.I bless you and your good husband in Jesus Name.I identify with you in many ways. I too am a foolish thing of th e world, who our BELOVED Father is healing and restoring. Let us hold hands and dance around Father Jesus and the Holy Spirit Ameerah and let us together kiss His Feet and worship Him. May the eys of our understanding be opened to know our Beloved better.Dear sister, I bless you.Much love, your elder sister, from Sri Lanka.

been there done that
by: janice woods

I first want to thank God for you! I was searching on the web for something I didn't know what I have been struggling with something I can't quite give a name to but I am convinced that neither life nor death or anything can separate me from the love of God. Your story is similar to mine. I experience being sexually molested twice by a family member and abducted and rape by a stranger as I walked home with my sister and friend. I got pregnant and married at sixteen to an abusive man we have three children I stayed with him 13yrs. At age 21 I had a breakdown and that was just the beginning of anxiety attacks and a host of emotional issues that my God has delivered me from. My mother was alcholic for many years she died on the day that I started the mentoring group for young girls. My father died when I was seventeen he had lung cancer. I didn't love myself at all didn't know how. I thought that the only thing that I had going for me was a body. I hated everything about my looks but through Christ's amazing love I have learned to love what God loves and appreciate that not all beauty is physical. That was many years ago I am a 52yr.old minister,mother, grandmother, mentor and I love to write and have been strugglin in my spirit to birth my first devotional so that I can deliver my other children two more books to which I have already given names. I minister three Sundays out of the month in our church which is small about twelve people in all my pastor is a wonderful woman who turned 75yrs old this year and she just doesn't want to minister on a regular and I love doing it. I envy you because you received the calling from God and you went ahead and did it. I started a women's group called W.H.O.A.H (Women helping One Another Heal back in 2001 in the last couple of years it has somewhat died along with the girls group R.O.S.E.S
(Removing Obstacles Sincerely Embracing Sisterhood). I love a sister in the Lord that knows to whom she has believed. I believe through websites ministries like yours more and more women can become the woman that God foreordained they should be. God bless you woman of God

I wanted to know
by: Avery

What God did in your life and is doing now.

I myself had been physically abused and I remember
losing a fight to this kid when i was younger and losing my confidence to the point of hiding in my uncle's store shelves during the day and only coming out at night. Now I go through some things with my neighbors(Loud music, slamming doors)etc which used to torment me but now it's driving me closer to the Lord and learning what He's trying to do in keeping me stuck in the same situation.
Your testimony just allows me to hope that God is going to change my situation for the better.

Biographic statement about myself
by: Felicia Anderson

Biographic statement about myself:

I have actively practiced Al-Islam for ten years. I have raised two young men under this belief and while I have a great respect for the Islamic way of life, I began to wonder if there was a more spirit filled connection that could be achieved with my Creator. After many years of isolated studying, I decided to openly ask questions and seek out other people who felt the same way. My three-year journey placed me at the foot of Christ where I felt an overwhelming amount of love and peace. I accepted Christ as my personal savior and was baptized and joined a church. I soon began to realize that my ritualistic former life found competition with my new life, not to mention, abandonment of many close friends and disapproving reactions from some family members. In heavy desperation I began to seek out support groups. After countless hours on the internet, the purchase of many books and visits to several churches; I was left feeling alone and helpless. Unable to find a support group; I decided to start my own.

I thank you for sharing your story.

be still and know that He is !
by: ferdie

Hi Ameera, i thank God for your life and iam so bless i found this site.it works! you really help me with my journey.
thanks a lot
God bless you more!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Great Testimony.
by: Pastor & Teacher Allen P Ramteke

Matthew 5:13-16
Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.
Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Truly you have had an encounter with God and He has brought you to His Banqueting Table and His banner over You is LOVE.
AND YOU KNOW THE MOST AMAZING PART, WHICH THRILLS ME NO END, YOU ARE MAKING YOUR SELF A USEFUL TOOL IN THE HANDS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT SO THAT INDEED YOUR LIGHT IS SHINING TO REACH OUT TO ALL MEN.
I was just browing the net before switching of my computer, but just came as a guest to your site, but boy am I glad, I did.
May the Lord Bless you & your ministry.

Bye.
allen_ramteke@hotmail.com

seeds of the gospel always grows
by: apeh

i had a similar experience too. i was not born a muslim but neither was i born into christianity. i was allowed to be in church though. seeds of the gospel were sown and today, am a pharmacist and a christian in nigeria. what more! i even did a postgraduate diploma in theology!! is it not awesome?

Testimony
by: Donna from Florida

Dear Ameerah & World Wide Readers

I heard it said that We are living testimonies of the goodness of God. I do agree with this. I believe that without a test there can not be any testimony. Our testimony gives an open praise to God and His Saving Grace and Supernatural ability to change a persons life. As I read your testimony I could only give all praise and glory to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for the awesome work that He could only do. This testimony testifies to the power of the Holy Spirit and the agape love of our Father God. I was on the computer looking up children's bible study information and I found your web site. I went to Virtuous Women and here I am now receiving the blessing of sharing my heart felt inspiration of reading your testimony. I believe that this will not be the last time I visit this web site. God willing, I will be back to read, learn and impart what God has done in me through His Word in my life. I thank you for your sharing your life story with us. It blessed me.

Been There, Done That but God is Awesome
by: Cassandra Eules-Curry

I've read your testimony and it sounds so much like my own, the only difference I was raised to be a Believer(or should I say a Christian. But I finally found out that being a Christian was not what helped me make it through all those situations that I had been through in life. All I can say to you Is Thank God you found Jesus and may he continue to take you into the destiny and purpose that he has for you. And also I Thank you for your site it has been an anwser to my prayers

Been There, Done That but God is Awesome
by: Cassandra Eules-Curry

I've read your testimony and it sounds so much like my own, the only difference I was raised to be a Believer(or should I say a Christian. But I finally found out that being a Christian was not what helped me make it through all those situations that I had been through in life. All I can say to you Is Thank God you found Jesus and may he continue to take you into the destiny and purpose that he has for you. And also I Thank you for your site it has been an anwser to my prayers

Thank You For Your Invaluable Time & Strength & Beauty
by: CECILY

Though I feel I've always walked with a higher power I seem to have found an awakening as I was doing work research...I stumbled across your site (yeah, right I stumbled, I think someone wanted me to find it).

There is much I could convey but I don't want to take too much of your time.

Your website has helped me truly find God...I used to be embarrassed to capitalize the G in God, your insight and has wisdom has opened up such a beautiful relationship for me and for all of this I am eternally grateful.

And sharing your story and journey to such a loving and peaceful place truly illustrates what a miraculous, strong, beautiful, courageous woman you are.

It is not only an honor to be your sistren (as I like to say) it is honor to be gifted with your wisdom.

I wish much joy and love in your life.

GOD BLESS YOU!!

To God Be All The Glory
by: Reno

Ameerah, I can not began to thank you for your testimony. It truly blessed me and I am going to share it with some young ladies who I have been ministering to. They have somewhat of the same testimony. The hand of our Father is truly on you and the anointing is all over you and your website. I came upon it not by accident but by a divine appointment. I take nothing by coincidence any more. And I know this is God. I am so happy for you and your family. Keep doing things God's Way and you will continue to find favor with God and man.

God's riches blessing
AGAPE

thank you
by: cynthia ward

this web site helps trenendously, without having people comming or calling to express the change it makes, is like being left in the dark, so i'll drop a line to say great job, may GOD continue to bless you as you bless others.

Christian sister
by: Mary Anne

God bless you, Ameerah! What a wonderful testimony to the power and mercy of our wonderful Lord!
I love "meeting" Christian sisters and look forward to spending Eternity together praising Him for what He has done!

Proverbs Lady
by: Sandie

Our Ladies Sunday School just finished a series on the Proverbs 31 Woman. My car broke down and I was stranded at home today. I went on the internet and searched for a bible study on Proverbs 31, that's when I found your bible study and I was truly blessed. I had it sent to my facebook and myspace pages for others to see. God bless you for this excellent study. I will be returning to your site regularly. You have richly blessed me.
In-Christ,
Sandie

I am ''the Least of HIS Children...''
by: Rev. Kamama Nuwahti Ageyah(Butterfly Medicine Woman)

Dear Sister! Your testimony blessed me so much! I, too suffered abuse, but without a hand ever being laid upon me. Abuse has many faces...emotional, mental, verbal, and spiritual, all which leads to SELF-abuse. I was raised in a Christian home and made my profession of faith at age 9. But my life really never reflected it. I can blame certain people in my life, for my wrong choices, but the fact is, ''we are all held accountable...'' To make a long story short, I dedicated my life to Jesus...totally surrenderd, and began to seek a very deep, personal relationship with Him, to be spirit-filled, to walk hand in hand with him always. I felt the calling to the ministry, but dismissed it as crazy. I couldn't believe God would want someone like ME, with all my mistakes and faults, to serve him that way, to literally be his spokeperson. I prayed hard about it, and ask Him for a Word...a sign that this truely was from Him. He did speak to my spirit. He said, ''The least of my children will be greatest. The least of my children serve me more. The well don't understand, but the sick have understanding and compassion.'' Everything fell into place for me to go to college and study...financial aid, employment, etc. I am 43 years old and starting over in college! I am also Cherokee, Catawba, and Blackfoot Indian and African American on my dad's side, and Jewish on my mother's side. I have started a ministry of helping women with Eating Disorders, as well as tose who have been abused the way I was. I was never beaten or raped, but what I have endured is just as damaging...devastating. I am a trained Native American healer, using herbs and prayer, and above all, scripture.

Praise God for everyone here. GVod is so GOOD! His love and mercy endureth forever!

Butterfly Woman
(Sharyn)

I'm Blessed Today
by: Valerie

I'm Blessed Today
by Valerie Pickett

I'm blessed today because I woke up this morning
thinking about how great God is,

I'm blessed today because I have willing heart and the mind of Christ to keep me going throughout my day,

I'm blessed today because I can see, smell, hear feel, taste and speak,

I'm blessed today because I have love in my heart for everyone and will do whatever I need to do to share this God-given love,

I say, I'm blessed today because I got on internet and found your website and read your testimony,

I'm blessed today because, like you, I was abused by several family members in my past, and am now living victoriously,

I'm blessed today because I also had a grandma who took me to church and introduced me to Jesus,

I'm blessed today because I have no regrets serving God and there's still more I want to do,

I'm blessed today because of the wonderful people God brings in my life daily, wheter its for a season or a lifetime,

I say, I'm blessed because I have a loving father who truly loves me for who I am,

And in spite of my shortcomings, he still thinks I'm special.

I'm blessed and I won't be happy until I see others who don't know Jesus become just as blessed as I am.

God's Servant,
Valerie Pickett

Halleluyah!
by: Olumide

Ameerah,
May God continue to be your 'ROCK' in all your endeavours in life. I pray that your testimony opens the gate for people who are presently treading your abandoned path to welcome Jesus into their lives.
Nothing is hard for Jesus to do.
Let me use this opportunity to relay what God did in the life of my family of recent.
For a reason, my wife had to do her chest xray and there it was discovered she had a problem with her heart. This caused serious problems in our life. We started praying. This chest xray was confirmed by the radiologist in the same clinic, and it was left for a cardiologist to state the extent of the problem.
I went into prayer and wrote my prayer request and sent to God (I actually sent it to my wife's email box).My request was that the Cardiologist should discharge my wife,and that she has no problem. That it should look as if there was a mistake in the xray.
My wife went through all the tests(ecg and echocardiogram twice, conducted in different clinics)and revealed nothing. From my little knowledge of the functioning of heart,seriously negating the result of the xray. The Cardiologist was furious and ready to stake his qualification on the ground that he saw a perfect functioning heart. This was also confirmed by the ecg test conducted elsewhere.
I ASKED FOR IT, AND I GOT IT. IT IS A MIRACLE, BUT I AM SURE SOME WILL SAY IT IS A NORMAL MISTAKE THAT HAPPENS. My wife is very strong today
God is there, and He is willing to answer our prayers. PRAISE THE LORD.
God bless you.

Thank you
by: Cindy

Ameerah,
Thank you for sharing your testimony. It is an encouragement for me of what a big And Loving God we serve! I came upon your site looking for ways to help my 11 year old twin girl's and my 9 year old son come together this summer to grow in their faith. Your study pages on kindness could not have fit my need any better. I am adding your site to my favorites.

Thanks again! May God continue to bless and keep you.
Cindy

You are God's precious gem !
by: Pastor Gina

Dear Ameerah, I googled a "Bible Study on Peace" and the words The Hem of His Garment appeared and instantly I received Holy Ghost goose bumps all over. Ofcourse I found exactly what I needed in the Bible Study Secrets to Discovering the Peace That Passes All Understanding. I received a bonus blessing in reading your personal testimony.Thank God for your Granny who was the Spiritual Farmer in your life. What a beautiful Godly seed that she has sown!

My delayed testimony
by: Stephanus Ade Dwinanto

Hi, Ameerah..
Shalom!
You can call me Ade. I am 29 years old and married. now I am expecting a baby 7 months ahead.
I am coming from Indonesia and domiciled in Tangerang city. Here for the last 2 months I've been working my own blog. Its theme is around Christianity. I found accidentally to your site, while i've been searched for free downloaded Christian's E Book to be shared on my blog. Than I was downloaded your two scriptures : Bible Study Basics and Purpose of Womanhood; and uploaded already to the blog of mine. It's okay isn't?
Well, Ameerah, I found a similiarity to what you have testimoned. I was raised in a Catholic family, since my father was came also from a strong Catholic family tradition. But those my childhood experiences about have God in personal, was not fulfilled perfectly. I mean, that was only i did some common ritual, but didn't meet Him indeedly. So long after my graduation from senior high school, i was actively joined into the student movement in campuss. Since i was entered the political faculty, i had been faced to many debates and study. Included religious debating. It was so much supported, when i struggled with my believe, and that time i was dated wit a moslem girl. On behalf of my search of destiny, i was fell into dark choice. I left Jesus. I was pretty convinced while my girl had supported my step. Abotu two years i had been a moslem. But thanks Jesus, in the nite of Christmas, He was calling me home again. It was a long story. But this is become my burden, for not telling my testimony wided open. Only a few friends, church's cell community. But I haven't yet spread it the outers. Hoping this time being, will strengthen my will to speak up His miracles. Nice to share this with you. I feel jealous, in a positive way, to you, watching your growth. And so others believers who came from the same experience, from skeptic to be His loyal servant. May God bless you and your ministry, Ameerah. Please have a pray for me.

testimony
by: Fran

Hi Ameerah my name is Fran and I can relate to your story. I was raised a catholics,I am an adult child of alcoholics . Always felt something was missing from my life and I know now that it was the Lord. Sought out different churches as an youth ,received Christ and have been baptized a few times in my life, was a secretary of a board of a church ,did nursing home ministries,always said I was a christian no matter what. Was involved with drugs for many years,endured 7-years of physical abuse, then married a rapist for 13-years,then a married man I was with for 6-years ,then the Lord spoke to me to stay by myself and that my children were going to need me,but I didn't listen married again, and left this husband 20 times within 5-years. All this adds up to is that my walk and my talk were not matching up and no matter what I did I could not make it seem good enough by going to church being involved in the church things,taking beautiful notes in church etc. I started feeling like the "Woman at the Well" I am alone now and am working on that relationship with Christ .Thanks for your testimony it blessed me-Fran

the lords plan.
by: morgan

Ameerah your testimony is one that helps strengthen people. I was raised in a christian church, but I really didn't find the lord till I married my husband. while him and his family were mad at each other. I felt totally cut off, then one day It was just about a week ago when I was sitting on the couch one word popped into my head " ministry" and I couldn't figure out why. I got on line and found your website hoping to reconnect with the Lord, and then I found your website. I wasn't sure about it but when I got to your virtous woman bible study a comment you made let me know the it was meant by god that I found this site. thank you for being a loyal servant to our lord.

YOU ARE BLESSED
by: Pastor Kema Jr

I am blessed and encouraged by your testimony. I got to your site when I checked on the web the biblical definition of fear. Candidly, I have been blessed and I am impressed by your site. It is enriching. I will surely come to the site over and over and over again. The teachings on fear are awesome and I believe I will ask my brethren to visit the site.

Pray for me also. I just started a blog this year where I post a truth of God's Word as God teaches me. The site is www.keminintl.wordpress.com. I love your site and I am looking forward to expand to a site like this with time.

God Bless you and anoint you more and more to teach His word with accuracy and authority and clarity.

SHALOM!!!!

Thank you,
by: Mark S.

HI Ameerah,

I have been saved for 5.5 years - and have been suffering from symptoms of depression. I have been asking the Lord "what is going on", why I do not want to do my job anymore... just want to pray in tongues and stay in His word. But I have to work!

I feel He led me to your site -- today. I have printed your study on depression. He has given me new hope today by directing me to you... He has shown me my problem and how to move forward in Him to heal.

Well, I will start my journey to overcome this problem that has pre-dated my being born again.

The Lord bless you and thank you for your website and your testimony.
Mark

Your Testimony
by: Mrs. Angela

Awesome Testimony!

Beautiful,
by: yamile alcerreca

Beautiful, inspiring, and heart filling. This is one of the most annointed web sites I've visited and will continue to do so in the future. thank you for you courage your preserverance and for standing firm through the storm. You are truely model of what can be done in the Potter's hands. God Bless your ministry enlarge it, expand it and bring millions to the HEM of GARMENT. please pray for me.

Beautiful,
by: yamile alcerreca

Beautiful, inspiring, and heart filling. This is one of the most annointed web sites I've visited and will continue to do so in the future. thank you for you courage your preserverance and for standing firm through the storm. You are truely model of what can be done in the Potter's hands. God Bless your ministry enlarge it, expand it and bring millions to the HEM of GARMENT. please pray for me.

wondering???
by: Kirk C,

ameerah, keep getting notices for comments, but i dont see any when i look them up???

God doesn't give up on us!
by: Ameerah

Hi Jerry,

I just wanted to take a second and tell you, God does not give up on us. No matter how far away from Him we fall, He never gives up on us. He loves us with an unconditional unfathomable love that is totally life transforming. His Word says that perfect love casts out fear. That is because when we have a fresh revelation of God's perfect love for us, the fear of rejection that Satan has held over our heads begins to disappear - Praise God!

I pray that God continues to heal those broken places in your heart and restore you to the place that He has reserved for you in Him. May He help you to receive His love that He pours out upon you - no string attached. It's amazing how He loves us in spite of ourselves.

He's just that good!

God Bless!
Ameerah Lewis

blessings!!!
by: jerry

i am up trying to find some help, as i have been out of church for over 10yrs. i came across your site and at first thought 'here we go', another hustle of some kind. as i checked your site out i i began to feel peace!!! i am in the darkest place right now, and just can't take any more of my flesh or satans' trodding me down into the ground.i am comming home to our Heavenly Father!!! i have wasted over 10yrs. in my old sins, and have hurt so many dear souls. me!!!, a soulwinner. well, i am a laughing stock now, but our God has'nt forsaken me just like he promised!!! it is so beautiful when at ones' lowest point God provides a ray of new hope!!! please pray that He will recieve me to Himself again, and deliver me from the power of darkness that has overtaken me for so long dear sister in Christ. i will pray for you and all your house. may God use you to win many souls!!! may he richly bless your marriage and your family and protect each of you from evil in all of its' forms, in the name of Jesus Christ,amen. thank you for being obedient to Gods' call!!! praise his Holy name forever, amen.

God Bless You, Sister Ameerah
by: Chazz Eddie Borjas

I read your testimony, I downloaded your mp3 and now an listening. They are thrilling. I am happy to find a minister preaching the true message of the Gospel.
I have been intensively studying the Bible for nearly 40 years now, and have been a missionary in Japan for 36.But you know, there is always more to learn, because blessed are they that hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled.
My main ministry has been personal witnessing,with my Bible and singing with my guitar, follow up, teaching Bible classes and pioneering new house churches all over Japan. Of course we always left the church to others to carry on after they got going.
Now we are in our own small home church and still ministering personally in our home and the homes of others, as well as our e mail and web ministries,
so we have a lot to be thankful for and a lot to praise our wonderful Abba and His Son Jesus Christ for. It's thrilling loving and serving the Lord all of this time, and is something I will never retire from.
God's Kingdom knows no unemployment.
Hope to stay in touch.

love and prayers,
Dr. Chazz Eddie Borjas

Ameerah God Bless you. At last one blessed person is sharing God's word Free
by: Anonymous

Hello Ameerah

I was looking for a healing prayer when I stmble over your web page. i cant believe that all this is free. I hav printed out your lessons on the beatitudes and the healing prayer. Pleas epray for my son ryan who is hafing some liver disorder. I am believing for a miracle. God bless you a nd help me find peace with Him Dalryn Vancuylenberg

God is not a Man that he should lie.
by: Anonymous

Yes! God is not a man that he should lie neither the Son of Man that He should repent. He said 'Before the world was formed right from our mother's womb, He has chossen us and ordained us prophets to the nations'Hallelujah!!! I beleived there is no two ways about it.What God said he would do He will surely do.I'm happy for you, keep the fire burning.Praise God!!!

Message To The Blessed and Beautiful
by: Anonymous

Hello,i was led to type in something on Google and was led to your Testimony.This has given me an idea for a new song and i will write and record it knowing that i speak apon a true testimony.I speak about a person that God has truly saved and delivered from the world of pain and fantacy.If you would like to hear this song when i have done it,my e-mail address is Cameron_James_Walters@yahoo.com or Kingofwb@hotmail.com
x God Bless You x

God Bless You
by: Prophetess Valencia Luckett

What a beautiful testimony. I too suffered the pain of abuse and can testify that God heals, He delivers and restores.
Please continue to share your testimony with others. People need to know that God is able to heal at all levels.
Shalom,

Trophies Of God's Grace
by: Zadie

Hi Ameerah,

I love your name and it's meaning! I read your testimony. You are a walking trophy of God's Grace!

I have a similar testimony only my dad was a "Christian Minister" and he didn't do drugs. Because of my Dad's "ministry" I almost missed Jesus! But Jesus found me! I discovered that there is a BIG difference between "religion" and Jesus! Now I am happily born-again and baptized with The Holy Spirit! He has done amazing things in my heart and in my life. And I am a masterpiece still in process... LOL!

I was on-line looking for a free on-line bible school I could enroll in. And God exceeded my expectations when I found your website! Thank you for having the faith and obedience to have this awesome website and FREE bible courses. I just enrolled and I am excited that God is taking me to higher levels with Him! And one day when I am financially able, I would love to enroll in your "The School of The Spirit"!! Thank you so much for being a BIG blessing!

God Bless you & your husband & family always,

Your Friend In Christ,

Zadie

deception in movies,
by: kirk conway

Hi ameerah,
Its kirk conway from kansas,
I see all these decieved christians watching that so called narnia thing on TV
I dont feel a peace about watching it,
and I think theres deception in there too,
I know what the family said on TBN channel but I can see thers deception in there, I mean someone told me about the lion was supposed to be like Jesus but i dont think so,
I see deception in there and then not enough of word based things on there to make be believe anything else,
get back to me on this ok Ameerah,
God Bless Ya,

delivered and set free
by: morgan carter

Hello ameerah,
u have a beautiful name, I thank God for saving me and giving me the gift of salvation. I identify with some of your testimony-i come from a family of adddicts. My mother addicted to barbituates, my father and uncles were addicted to heroin. My father didn't live with us, however i grew up watching my mother live a miserable life. Nonetheless, I knew she loved me and my sister. I became addicted to the drug that killed my father, heroin at the age of fifteen-my battle with addiction has been a long and painful one, I'm 55 yrs old now and have been clean from crack cocaine for 37 days. Praise be to my heavenly father I have been delivered and set free. With Jesus nothing is impossibe

Getting back to ameerah,
by: Kirk Conway

Hi Ameerah.
Its kirk,
I was reading your testimony,
I thought the same thing in my high school days,
I didnt know anyone really, I just hung out with a couple of people and was always wanting to talk about things I was into liker dirt bikes and just outside stuff,
but my parents werent into talking much and my sister wassnt either,
i felt alone alot of the time
I did see this nieghbor girl that was a few yres younger than me and she was really sweet, as her mom and dad didnt pay attention to her much either,
I kinda wish i could of gotten together with her yrs ago as ive felt lonly alot and like you ameerah i didntn fit it anywhere,
I got saved in 86 aned God has has taught me alot in finances and walking in faith,
I like to watch Jesse Duplantis too I saw his thing last nigh about sowing and reaping your blessing and harvest,
you sow in faith and walking in love and then you name your blessing and the stupid enemy cant touch or mess it up,
I like his teaching and brother copeland too also Norvil hayes and creflo dollar and jerry savelle, oral and richard roberts,
alot of people think out of Ignorance that evangelist's like jesse are doinng something wrong and taking it for themselves,,,
totally wrong
alot of the body of christ is too busy listening to others or what they think instead of doing it Gods way and getting blessed in thier lives,
dont listen to other's or the church,
Do it as God does it and then watch what God does in your life,
Im glad you guys are there ameerah I like your picture and ive always liked nice black women too,
Im a white man about 48 yrs old and not married yet,
Ive been out with some caucasian woman before,
i mean they were nice, ( I guess it depend's on the person),
But i kept seeing this hyper attitude with them alot of the time,
and then with some nice black ladys ive seen , they were much more down to earth ameerah,
Im not judging anyone or condeming anyone though but I kept picking this up like this cavalier, or selfish attitude about alot of them in church's,
I guess i never knew what rewal love was as my mom and dad wernt into it much i mean they took care of me good and my dad took me aroundd to see thingsa on his time off,
But never was really into the touching or the physical loving part of it and thats what i was hungry for,
God can change all that in a second if you let him,
Bless you guys ameerah glad your there to talk to and share Gods word in your web ministry,
Im here Guys if you want me ok ameerah and you husband too,
Im here if you guys want me ok,
Bless ya
Kirk

Hi Ameerah
by: Brenda

I am really blessed by your testimony, Ameerah. I am wondering if you are the same woman that shared in my msn group at one time? I am the manager of Read the Bible. I would love to hear from you again or for the first time if you are not the same Ameerah. Love, Brenda
My email is: myheartforhim@gmail.com if you want to get in touch.

thank you
by: Susan in Kansas

I can't even begin to tell you what events preceded my finding your site. I will tell you that I know that God directed me here. I was in church tonight and through the words of our pastor I came to realize that fear has controlled me. I have tried to follow Christ, but fear is really what CONTROLLED me. Oh my! I know that even as I am going through a divorce, with all of the fear and heartache that goes with it, Iknow that the existence of your site, the wisdom and peace I found as I read the words ...all points me back to the God who is not only big enough to provide a website for me to draw strength, but he will provide and protect me every step as I get through this.
I will be praying for you and your site. I will have my song to sing when this is all over. I will write and tell you how else God helped me survive what is one of the worst times of my life. In the meantime, I will continue to try to grow through your instruction on this site. I say thank you again.

Why?
by: Soky

Dear sister Ameerah,

I just have one question? Why? Why do you have such a wonderful site that is blessing so many people, and you are not asking for one red cent? I think I know the answer, but would love to hear from you. I thank you so much for this site, I have been drowning in depression, and even though a minister of many years, I have fallen short. I am now trying to get back on my feet by the Grace of God because I still have a long way to go. LIke Elijah, I sat under the juniper tree for so long after my son was murdered.
Thank you for giving us a beautiful site where we are not fleeced. God bless and keep you and your family my dear sister.

In His Name,

Soky Torruellas
Tampa, FL

What a Blessing
by: Rev. William Lopes

What a wonderful testamony, so much in the early years like mine. Praise the Lord For restoring our broke lives and sending us into the harvest for his glory. Blessings to you.
In Hi Service.....Rev. William

Jesus is with you.
by: Angela

I love you.

never should have made it
by: Anonymous

Hi' ameerah while sitting here doing some research i found your web site i know that it was
not an accident i know it had to be God. As i begin to read your testimony my heart begin to get full becaue i began to think back on my child hood and thinking of how you must have felt as a child. My childhood was not a great one but i say to God be the glory. because he has done wonderful things for me I to was molested by many many many family friends& a uncle i didn't understand but i remember i would talk to God all the time as a little girl my great grandmother would send us to bible study she had authritist so
bad that she could'nt walk with us the way she wanted to. But she constantly prayed and talked to us about God My great grandmother died age 104

Wow N Whoa,,,,,,,Thank You
by: D

A, You wrote wat is in my heart re: Mission statement. Your testimony contain'n key words of pain and Gods power were familiar 2 me. Thank You for reassuring me of my belief and help'n me to distinguish between past and present life and death seeds. (I passed by ur site on accident and will now have 2 bookmark it and read it later.) Have a great day. Your Sister in Christ -D

I Thank God for You Ameerah Lewis!!!
by: Chui Butterbaugh

Dear Ameerah, Saturday 7/26/2008
I am very thankful for you because I was going though a really rough time dealing with my baby Beanie's death. I had my dog for about 20 years, and he was dying of cancer. And I was very depressed, so I prayed for God to help me with it. Then, I found your web site, and the bible study that you have for depression. I did your bible study and along with other studies that you have on your web site and email studies. The Lord has been given me relief. And it had ushered me into a deeper personal relationship with him. Where I would keep a prayer journal. I would pray in it, then, I would sit and listen to the Lord. I used to just pray and walk away, but because of your bible study on prayer. I would sit and listen after I typed in all my prayers on the page(s). Then, the Lord would start to shake me and speak to me in my Spirit. The Lord counsels me, comforts me, gives me bible scriptures. Because of your bible study, my relationship with the Lord is closer, and it had really helped me with my depression and suicidal thoughts. I am grateful to the Lord for anointing you, Ameerah, to help me. The Lord encouraged me about Beanie's death by telling me that my Beanie can run, jump, breath, play, and he is being held daily by Him. And in Heaven, there are lots of beautiful flowers that Beanie loves. Flowers that no eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has conceived, and the fragrances of these flowers no nose has smelled by anyone here on earth. But, Beanie, is experiencing them in heaven. And the Lord told me that Beanie loves those flowers, and he is by them a lot. And every time Beanie thinks about me, he wags his tail. During the past few years of his life here on earth, Beanie was very sick and had to endured 11 surgeries. He did not wag his tail because he was really suffering. The cancer developed in his chest, and he could not breath very well, so I had to make the kindest decision to put him to sleep. But now in heaven waiting for me, he can breath and smell those flowers, and he is waging his tail when he thinks about me. And that was the comfort of the Lord towards me when I would pray and listen to him speak to me. Now, I love to sit on my heavenly Father's lap because I am sensing his unconditional love, and I don't feel so alone anymore, and I can do this any time of the day because he welcomes me and am never tired of me coming to Him. He is never too busy for me. And, I want to do more of your bible study Ameerah because it helps me to get even more closer with God through the truth of his words. God bless you Ameerah Lewis!!! And I thank Father God for you, God has used your online ministry to take me out of depression and suicidal thoughts and into a closer relationship with Him.
Love,
Your sister in Christ,
Chui Butterbaugh

Uplifting
by: L.J.

Thanks for sharing your testimony. It was very uplifing. May God continue to bless you in this ministry.

Wow!
by: Anonymous

God bless you Ameerah!
It's funny because I found your website just when I needed it the most.
I love it and I want to read everything.
I know that this website was an answer to a prayer that I couldn't even form correctly, but God knew my heart.
While on this page, before I saw your picture.
I just said inside of myself, I wonder who is behind this website.
It's so creative, so inspiring and it really touches my heart. I scrolled down just a bit and there you were over to the right.
Wow!
I'm so happy for the way God is using you and has blessed you in your life.
This site is beautiful and I can see all of the hard work that you have put into it.
I'm simply amazed!
Thank God for allowing me to find you here!
I remember how Mary says that "the Lord filleth the hungry with good things".
I was thinking about that before I found your site and when I noticed some of the studies I thought of it again. I heard it inside of me.
I feel like I have found a gold mine here and I'm so happy for it. I have thanked God several times for leading me here, and I'm not going to stop.

Thank you for letting your light shine!

God bless you, your husband and your family, in the name of Jesus, forever...Amen!

I am praying for your family
by: Ameerah

I pray that God continues to draw your children to His healing light. I pray that He loves them back to Himself and that the revelation of His great love and grace towards them is revealed to them day by day. I pray that the lies that Satan has told them throughout their life will begin to fade and that God's truth will become more real to them with each waking day.

In Jesus' mighty name, Amen.

May God bless you and your family and draw you all into even closer fellowship with Him.

God Bless!
Ameerah Lewis
Are YOU Reaching for the Hem?


GRANDAUGHTER
by: Anonymous

DEAR AMEERAH,
YOUR TESTIMONY TOCHED MY HEART,I TO FELT LIKE YOU AS A YOUNG GIRL.PRAISE GOD I FOUND THE LORD AT 35 IT'S BEEN ALL UP HILL SENSE.WE DID NOT BRING OUR KIDS UP IN THE LORD FOR THE FIRST 15 YRS WHICH CAUSED THEM TO EXPERIENCE SOME VERY HARD TIMES IN THIS WORLD AND LED THEM TO FEELING UNWORTHY AND MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER EXPERIENCED SOME ROUGH TIMES AND PASSED IT ON TO HER DAUGHTER WHICH IS JENNIFER MY GRANDAUGHTER.I'M ASKING FOR YOU TO BE IN PRAYER FOR HER, I AM RAISING HER 2 YR.OLD LITTLE GIRL NEVAEH RAYNE.NEVAEH SPELT BACKWARDS IS HEAVEN.MY HUSBAND AND I ARE BORNAGAIN CHRISTIANS FOR THE PAST 28 YRS.WHEN JENNIFER NAMED OUR LITTLE ANGEL
NEVAEH WE FELT IT WAS A NUGGET FROM THE LORD THAT HER SALVATION IS ON IT'S WAY.SHE HAS BEEN A STRIPPER FOR THE PASS 3 YRS.NOT FROM THE HEART BUT FROM BEING UN EDUCATED, WE HAVE TALKED HEART TO HEART.SHE HAS BEEN STRIP FREE FOR THE PASS MONTH.SHE HAS MET A YOUNG WHO MAKES HER FEEL SPECIAL AND LOVED.HE IS NOT A CHRISTIAN BUT HIS MOM IS A CHRISTIAN TO THE BONE.I'M BELIEVING SHE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR A CHRISTIAN FAMILY JUST AS WE HAVE.PLEASE BE IN AGREEMENT W/ME.JEN IS NOW TAKING THE BABY 3 TO 4 DAYS A WEEK.THE WORD OF HGOD SAYS HIS WORD SHALL NOT RETURN VOID,WE HAVE GIVEN JEN A STRON BACKGROUND IN CHURCH.WE FEEL OUR SEED IS TAKING ROOT.YOUR STORY HAS DESCRIBED ME,MY DAUGHTER LINDA, AND HER DAUGHTER JENNIFER.
I HAVE NOW FOLLOWED IN YOUR STEPS AND I AM BELIEVING THE OTHER TWO ARE ON THEIR WAY.GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR TESTIMONY I WILL SHARE THIS PAGE W/MANY.

GRANDAUGHTER
by: Anonymous

DEAR AMEERAH,
YOUR TESTIMONY TOCHED MY HEART,I TO FELT LIKE YOU AS A YOUNG GIRL.PRAISE GOD I FOUND THE LORD AT 35 IT'S BEEN ALL UP HILL SENSE.WE DID NOT BRING OUR KIDS UP IN THE LORD FOR THE FIRST 15 YRS WHICH CAUSED THEM TO EXPERIENCE SOME VERY HARD TIMES IN THIS WORLD AND LED THEM TO FEELING UNWORTHY AND MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER EXPERIENCED SOME ROUGH TIMES AND PASSED IT ON TO HER DAUGHTER WHICH IS JENNIFER MY GRANDAUGHTER.I'M ASKING FOR YOU TO BE IN PRAYER FOR HER, I AM RAISING HER 2 YR.OLD LITTLE GIRL NEVAEH RAYNE.NEVAEH SPELT BACKWARDS IS HEAVEN.MY HUSBAND AND I ARE BORNAGAIN CHRISTIANS FOR THE PAST 28 YRS.WHEN JENNIFER NAMED OUR LITTLE ANGEL
NEVAEH WE FELT IT WAS A NUGGET FROM THE LORD THAT HER SALVATION IS ON IT'S WAY.SHE HAS BEEN A STRIPPER FOR THE PASS 3 YRS.NOT FROM THE HEART BUT FROM BEING UN EDUCATED, WE HAVE TALKED HEART TO HEART.SHE HAS BEEN STRIP FREE FOR THE PASS MONTH.SHE HAS MET A YOUNG WHO MAKES HER FEEL SPECIAL AND LOVED.HE IS NOT A CHRISTIAN BUT HIS MOM IS A CHRISTIAN TO THE BONE.I'M BELIEVING SHE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR A CHRISTIAN FAMILY JUST AS WE HAVE.PLEASE BE IN AGREEMENT W/ME.JEN IS NOW TAKING THE BABY 3 TO 4 DAYS A WEEK.THE WORD OF HGOD SAYS HIS WORD SHALL NOT RETURN VOID,WE HAVE GIVEN JEN A STRON BACKGROUND IN CHURCH.WE FEEL OUR SEED IS TAKING ROOT.YOUR STORY HAS DESCRIBED ME,MY DAUGHTER LINDA, AND HER DAUGHTER JENNIFER.
I HAVE NOW FOLLOWED IN YOUR STEPS AND I AM BELIEVING THE OTHER TWO ARE ON THEIR WAY.GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR TESTIMONY I WILL SHARE THIS PAGE W/MANY.

Amazing Testimony
by: Fergus Davar

I feel what God has done in your life is far greater than all the 7 wonders of the world put toether. I say this because God has made for himself a marvelous witness and that to out of what people have mistreated. Such work can only be from Him. I feel what we need to learn from this is that, God has given us his time & created us and he will not allow anything to come in the way to stop us from being saved.

Thank you
by: Ameerah

Hi Roz,
Thank you so much for your kind words. They really mean a lot.

I have never lived in Arkansas, so I am probably not the Ameerah that you know. That is interesting though. I do not meet many people with that name.

Thanks Again!
Ameerah Lewis
Are YOU Reaching for the Hem?


YOU GO GIRL!!!!
by: Roz

Hello Ameerah,
I just happend across your web site and really enjoyed your life story and enjoyed reading about how God has blessed you!!! I was looking at your picture and you look like a young lady that I know and just so happens her name is Ameerah. Have you ever live in Little Rock Arkansas???

I pray that you continue to grow in God and that you continue to spread His Good News. You are truly Worthy and Lovable!!! I feel that in the spirit!!!

God Bless,
Your Sister in Christ,
Roz

Thank you both!
by: Ameerah

Thank you both so much for your kind words. I really appreciate your words of encouragement.

God Bless,
Ameerah

A Beautiful Site
by: Alissa Lynne

Praise the Lord for you my sister! I was reading some writings and came across your site. It is well thought out and planned. Praise God for you. It is awesome to see His hands at work and the spreading of His love and truth! AMEN! I love reading testimonies of the Lord's goodness and kindness and truly thankful for yours. My testimony is written in my free EBook on line if you would like to check it out.
The Truth of Alissa Lynne located at www.livingvictorious.com The Lord is awesome and He is truly making a difference in our lives so that one day we can tell others how awesome He is. Keep moving forward in the Lord and know that all things are possible in God.
God Bless and I plan on sharing this with my other sisters in Christ at Women Living 4 Jesus site! This is a really great site!!

Our Wonderful God!
by: Tanisha

I read your testimony and it was AWESOME! God is Good, merciful and loving. I am so happy for you and how things turned out for you. God Bless you and your family continually....

You can develop that relationship with God
by: Ameerah

Hi Georgia!

Thank you so much for your comments on the site.

I definitely understand how it feels to know where you want to be in your relationship with God, but to feel like you are missing the mark.

I recently finished this free email course called How to Become a Friend of God: 4 Steps to a Closer Walk!

I really think that course will be an excellent starting point for you.

God Bless!
Ameerah

to Ameerah
by: Georgia Lucas

I am so glad you have found peace and also found Jesus. I can relate to some of the encounters you have had. Im happy for you. I want to thank you for this site,Im new ,trying to find the faith I once had about 10 years ago. Over time it slowly diminished. I can use all the help and prayers I can get. Well just wanted to say thank you. This will be my first stop every morning. I want to find the same happiness, and peace you have. Any suggestions would be much appreciated.

God is Good!
by: Ameerah

Thank you both for your comments!

I really pray that my story is a source of encouragement for people who are still in the midst of their testimony. Sometimes when we are living out our testimony, it doesn't seem like such a great story because we can't see the end. I pray that reading what God has been able to do in my life and the lives of other Christians who have shared their testimony people will be encouraged and even a bit excited as they anticipate what God will do in their own lives.

God Bless!
Ameerah

Made me cry!
by: Chrissy

Hi Ameerah,
The tears are rolling down my cheeks from reading your testimony. You have put together an awesome website.
Many Blessings,
Chrissy

Thank you for sharing
by: Anonymous

Thank you for sharing so vulnerably. May God continue to work in you and call you forth.

Be my guest!
by: Ameerah

Pastor Joshua Ajao,

Be my guest to use the lessons for your class!

You may print any of the free materials on the site as long as they are not being resold and the copyright remains in tact (that's just legal stuff in case the studies eventually make their way around to someone with the intent to profit from them).

I am so blessed that you think they will be a blessing to your new members! Please come back and tell me how the classes go!

You are Loved!
by: Pastor Joshua Ajao

You are loved! Thank God for your life. I very much appreciate what God is using you to do. I planned using your Bible Study materials for our new convert class this year- hope you dont mind.God Bless You!

Thanks Sheila!
by: Ameerah

Hi Shelia,

Thank you for your kind words. It is always inspiring for me to hear that other people are being blessed by things they have found here at The Hem.

It is odd when God tells you to step out and do something new for Him. I have never done a ministry on my own before(technically I'm not on my own - The Holy Spirit is with me every step of the way). You know in your heart that He told you to do something, but it is always great when you receive confirmation that His people are being blessed.

Thanks so much for that encouraging word.

God Bless!
Ameerah

Praise Our Awesome God
by: Sheila

Thank you your testimony is inspirational to so many people. Thank you that you are sharing this amazing website. I discovered it the other day and shared it with my womens group which is called women of Worth.We are doing the Proverbs
31 study which 31.10 is where we got our name from.Thank you so much in sharing this With so many.
Blessings upon blessings to you.
Sister in Christ.


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