Hard TIme Speaking In Tongues
by Kathy Mcmaster
Here is Kathy's response to our lesson on Speaking in Tongues.
If you are filled with the Holy Spirit there should be fruit that is evident in your life, and definite life change that people can clearly see.
I believe in speaking in tongues, but I was only used to a Baptist church and they say it could be from the devil, and that scared me. But ever since I got saved, i desired it. I now go to a church that embraces the gifts, but it is soooo hard for me to recieve the speaking in tongues. I feel like I just say the same words over and over and they seem to just repeat themselves and I never Feel anything, and it seems that those around me feel something a lot. So i feel like I walk around feeling a lot of lack, and I keep begging God to flood me with His Holy Spirit and give him full permission to over power me, I want it that bad. I get sooo frustrated that i get depressed about it, especially when I see all these people around me flowing in tongues and I know they aren't faking it.