Thank you for letting the Lord use you to speak to me this evening.
Before I knew the Lord about 16 years ago I had had 3 abortions with a boyfriend who didn't want to become a father. We later broke up after he had told me that I was useless after having so many abortions. I later became saved and I asked for forgiveness but somehow at the back of my mind I was still shame filled.
I have been praying for a Godly partner and more children for 12 years but I somehow felt like I was asking for too much and was paying for the sins that I had committed, that God had had forgiven me but I was paying for the consequences of committing murder. When I turned 39 this year I told myself to come to terms that my dream was just a dream.
Ameerah,Thank you for reminding that my children that I had aborted are in a better place and that if I allow Abba Father, He can heal me completely too.
The pain of losing a child is indescribable.
I have added you on my prayer list that you continue to feel the Lords arms around you and your husbands.
God bless your giving heart that is ready to help others amidst a very difficult time.
Take care and God bless.
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