TO BE MORE OBEDIENT AND FAITHFUL TO THE CALLING OF GOD UPON MY LIFE. c2-head***


TO BE MORE OBEDIENT AND FAITHFUL TO THE CALLING OF GOD UPON MY LIFE.

DEAR AMEERAH, I AM WRITING TO YOU THIS LETTER WITH FULL OF SORROW IN MY HEART, I WAS 21 WHEN A GIRL FORCED ME TO MARRY HER AND I DID MARRIED HER IN 2005, BUT BEFORE I MET HER SHE WAS ALREADY PREGNANTED BY A MAN FROM HER OWN COUNTRY NIGERIA. SHE TOLD ME MANY THINGS ABOUT THAT MAN WHICH REALLY BROKE MY HEART AND I PROMISED TO STAND BY HER AND HELP HER THROUGH BY THE GRACE OF GOD. WHEN WE MET BEFORE THE MARRIED SHE WAS NOT CHRISTIAN SO I STARTED TAKING HER TO MY CHURCH FOR SOME TIME BEFORE THE WEDDING, AFTER THE WEDDING I NEVER KNOW THAT SHE WAS STILL IN TOUCH WITH THAT MAN WHO GOT HER PREGNANT AND SHE SPEAK TO HIM SECRETLY AFTER I TOOK CARE OF HER TO HAVE HER FIRST CHILD, AND AT THE SAME TIME SHE STOPPED GO TO CHURCH WITH ME AND START DOING PROSTITUTION AND FROM THAT TIME IF I AM PRAYING IN HOUSE ITS BECOMES PROBLEM SHE BEGIN TO TORMENT ME IN THE HOUSE. AFTER THE MARRIAGE WE STAYED FOR ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AND WE GOT SEPERATED AND EVEN AT THAT SHE WAS PREGNANT FOR MY CHILD BUT I WASN'T SURE IF THE CHILD IS FOR ME BECAUSE SHE WAS SLEEPING WITH DIDDERENT PEOPLE DURING THE PREGNANCY. I STARTED LIVING ON MY OWN GOING TO CHURCH AS USUAL KEEP PRAYING FOR GOD TO STORE ME BACK FROM WHERE I WAS BEFORE WITH HIM. LATER ON I FIND OUT THAT STAYING ALONE IS ANOTHER DOOR OPEN FOR THE DEVIL BECAUSE I AM TEMPTED ALL THE TIME BY WOMEN, BUT BY THE GRACE OF GOD HE ESCAPE ME THROUGH THEM. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE SINCE FROM THE FOUR MONTHS TO THE END OF 2005. GOD BLESSED ME WITH JOB SINCE MAY 2010 AND I AM WORKING AS A SECURITY OFFICER IN A SHOP BUT DURING THIS TIME I MET A WHITE LADY THE SAME AGE LIKE WHO DOESN'T KNOW GOD REALLY IS AND I BEGAN TO TELL HER THINGS ABOUT GOD AND SHE BECAME INTERESTED IN GOD AND LATER ON I SAW THAT SHE IS SOMEONE I LOVE AND SHE ALSO MADE IT KNOWN TO ME THAT SHE LOVE ME BUT I HAVE A CHRISTIAN SISTER WHO I SHARE ALL MY DREAMS WITH SHE IS FROM SOUTH AFRICA, I TOLD HER ABOUT THE LADY I LOVE AT WORK AND SHE SAID THAT NICE AND SHE ADVICED ME TO TAKE HER OUT AND KNOW HOW IS LIKE AND I SAID TO HER OKAY I WILL SISTER, THIS SISTER BEFORE I TOLD HER THAT I WILL MARRY HER BUT LATER ON I DISCOVERED THAT SHE IS WAY OLDER THAN I AM AND ALSO SHE HAVE FIVE CHILDREN ALREADY THAT THE FIRST ONE IS ABOUT 19 SO I TOLD HER NO BECAUSE AM JUST 28 NOW AND SHE IS 39, BUT FROM THAT TIME I TOLD HER ABOUT THE LADY I MET SHE TOLD ME SHE WILL NEVER GET GO OF ME I DID NOT TAKE IT SERIOUS THEN. SHE HAD A PROBLEM BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE DOCUMENT TO STAY IN IRELAND AND SHE ASKED ME TO HELP KEEP SOME OF HER THINGS IN MY HOUSE AND WHEN SHE IS READY SHE WILL COME AND COLLECT THEM AND I SAID ALRIGHT. SHE CALL ME AND SAID AM COMING TO YOUR PLACE AND I TOLD HER AM AT WORK AT THAT TIME SO SHE SAID WILL WAIT AND I SAID OK. WHEN I FINISHED THE WORK I WENT TO COLLECT HER I WAS THINKING BECAUSE OF HER THINGS WE CAME AND WE STARTED CHATTING NORMAL CHATTING BEFORE I KNEW IT WE WERE SLEEPING TOGETHER AND AFTER THAT I CRIED WITHIN ME BECAUSE I KNEW THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG FROM THERE, SHE LEFT AFTER THREE WEEKS SHE CALLED ME AND SAID SHE IS PREGNANT FOR MY CHILD WHILE SHE KNEW THAT I HAVE SOMEONE I LOVE TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH SO I TOOK HER TO THE PASTOR AND I TOLD THE PASTOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED AND THE PASTOR SAID I HAVE TO MARRY HER BECAUSE SHE IS PREGNANT FOR MY CHILD AND I SAID BECAUSE SHE KNEW THAT I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING WITH HER SO I REFUSED TO MARRY HER BECAUSE THAT MARRIAGE WOULD NOT BASE ON LOVE BUT RATHER ON WANTING BECAUSE HER LAWYER TOLD HER IF SHE CAN GET SOMEONE WHO HAVE A STAY TO GET HER PREGNANT SHE WILL GET A STAY THROUGH THAT AND SHE CAME TO USED ME FOR THAT PURPOSED. I NEED TO STAND FOR THE GOSPEL, I NEED TO CLOSE EVERY DOOR THAT HAS BEEN OPEN TO THE ENEMY IN MY LIFE SPIRITUALLY PHYSICALLY IN JESUS NAME. PLEASE HELP ME IN PRAYER ALWAYS BECAUSE I WANT GOD TO EMPOWER ME AND TO CARRY OUT EVERY TASK HE GIVES ME IN JESUS. GOD BLESS YOU AMEERAH.

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